A phone call (On hold)

16

I waved goodbye to her with a smile and she walked away after sending me home. I closed the door and my mind was racing with so much information. I acted as I was fine and continued towards my room.

-Hey Nada, how was the walk? Remembered any memories? Aussie asked and turned his head from the couch.

-It was fine, but I have a question. I walked towards him and he invited me to sit down.

-What's up?

Before asking him anything, I swallowed my saliva as I stared at him. He genuinely did not know what I was going to ask him. He tilted his head to the side when he noticed I haven't told him yet.

-How long were you planning on playing this imaginary game? I asked again and I heard footsteps coming in.

I took a peak and saw it was Kiwi and I knew he heard me since he suddenly stopped walking. Nevertheless, I turned my attention back to Aussie. He wasn't looking at me. He knew I wasn't laughing or delusional when I asked him in the hospital.

-...I don't know what you're talking about. He whispered and looked anywhere but me.

-I'm not crazy! Ukraine accepted it and so did Mexico!

-Mexico?! Aussie shouted in surprise and I turned to Kiwi and he followed. You knew about this?

-I only knew he saw Mexico! They went drinking in the middle of morning. Kiwi said but quickly slapped shut his mouth with his hand, regretting telling him.

-Drinking?!

-About time! I fought back and got up from the couch. He finally told me that I wasn't mental! Ukraine and Mexico told me but none of you guys told me! Why? Why did he kill himself?! And why did I follow? And why are you refusing to give it up!?

No one dared to peep up and we looked at each other. Jake watched from the armchair that was placed next to the couch, wagging his tail up and down. When he saw I was staring at him, he turned his head away. When I understood no one was going to speak up, I got annoyed.

-Great, thanks a lot mate. What great family I'm in. So helpful! I shouted sarcastically at them and walked towards the stairs.

Kiwi tried to calm me down but I didn't stop and just continued my way. I opened my room and closed my door. I saw my diary sitting on the floor with my pencil. I turned to my desk and noticed a letter.

-Oh right, the letter! I said as I recalled where Aussie had an envelope and it was for me.

I turned to the door to hear if anyone was near it to suddenly interrupt me since the envelope said it was confidential. I grabbed a ruler that was in a jar full of pens and pencils and slid it in the opening and ripped it open as clean as possible.

I put back the ruler in the jar and I could hear my heart beating loudly as I pulled the papers out. I placed the envelope back down on the table and sat down on the chair. When I noticed it was from NATO, I audibly gasped. Ukraine was right!

The paper wrote explaining that they would love to have me working with them since I was the emergency number if anything happened to America. I was surprised at how important he was when he was only 18... I was a bit jealous. I would have liked to be able to grow and show myself without his help...

I quickly went and searched my phone to talk about this to Ukraine but I saw how late it was already and I decided to let her, I've annoyed her a bit too much now. I finished and closed the papers and I thought about it a bit more and the only people I could really talk about this was the twins.

I groaned and slammed my forehead on the table and I was cranking my brain to try to figure this out. I could feel a tear coming out in frustration so I just got up from my chair and changed into my pyjamas to sleep. When I finished, I hid the letters, papers and envelope in a drawer.

I crashed myself onto my bed and sighed tiredly. Everything happened in one go and every time I have to be able to get it together if not I'm going back to that hospital. Before I shut my eyes, my brain was trying it's best to figure it out. One thing led to another until I thought about asking America about this. I could just try to kill myself again...

Or...

My mother or father...

{Author's note}

Sorry that this was a short chapter but I have a surprise for you all in the future! ;)