𝐅𝐎𝐂𝐔𝐒 ,, georgenotfound

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We walked out of the drugstore with a mix of emotions in the air.

Both excitment and nervousness radiated off of us both. Livvy was calling Will and when he answered her breath sort of hitched.

She put him on speakerphone and he said, "hello?" Livvy had to take a deep breath in.

"Will," I could feel her anxiousness, so i grabbed her other hand and held it tight.

"I-I'm pregnant, with your baby," The other side of the phone went silent for a while and then he said, "well that's great!"

Her face immediately broke into an expression of relief. I smiled and I saw tears spring at her eyes, so I squeezed her hand and she squeezed it back.

"is it a girl or boy?" Will asked and Livvy just laughed, "Will we can't know that for a couple of months," I heard with 'oh' on the otherside of the line and me and livvy giggled.

We had reached the car by that time and we slid into the car and she started the engine making me hold the phone as she drove.

"it could be twins for all you know," I said as a joke and Livvy just looked at me. "There is no way on earth i'm pushing two little humans out of my cooch in the time span of a day,"

"right." I said and she drove off towards Will's house.

She hung up the call when he got to the house and we walked up to the door and knocked. He immediately appeared at the door and gave her a huge hug but didn't squeeze her too tight so he damaged the little egg cell inside her.

That was sarcastic by the way. He hugged her then realised and patted her stomach. I bet he believed it was already a full grown foetus waiting in there for 9 months.

"fuck, i need to go pick up livvy's other birthday present from the post office, can any of you drive me?"

"I can't, i've just drove you around town," Livvy said collapsing on the sofa and closing her eyes.

"My car broke down on the way over here, it got towed away and I got a ride back over," He whipped out his phone, "i'll call george," My eyes immediately looked over and Livvy and hers opened to look over at me.

I mouthed, "it's fine" when it really wasn't and after 10 minutes George showed up to drive me to the post office.

I got in the passenger seat awkwardly and stared out the window trying to avoid this backstabber talking to me.

"why aren't you with your girlfriend?" I said finally breaking the silence with a spiteful tone.

"She's not my girlfriend I hate her," I gave him a scowl and then turned back to the window, "prim,"

"what?"

"stop"

"why?"

"because i love you, you idiot," I turned to him and tears pricked in my eyes.

"no you don't," was all i could say before I had to turn away. "yes I do prim, i swear."

"then why did you fucking kiss her?" I turned around yelling at him with tears beginning to fall down my cheeks in small hot streaks.

He couldn't answer, "prim i truly love you, i swear"

"prim, i love you. I swear," Nick's voice echoed in my mind. I shook my head violently with tears still falling and landing on my bare knees.

"please just be quiet george," I slapped his arm hard and he flinched. "Prim," he said and I shook my head covering my ears.

"you're fucking me up George!" I screamed and he stopped saying my name over and over again. "This is so fucked up."

He went to take my hand I ripped it away, "no," was all I could say before i choked on a sob.

"You can't just kiss some random girl in a bar one day and then the next day say it was me, that's so fucked up."
He went to speak but i interrupted him again.

"And how can i trust you," My voice cracked multiple times, my eyes filling up with tears, making it hard to see before i blinked and they fell down my cheeks.

"Nick said those exact words to me before he," I trailed off and George shook his head, "but i'm not like nick"

"But what if you are?" I shouted back, i knew he wasn't but for some reason i didn't at the same time. It was like I had a barrier he had to break through before i could trust him not to do all sorts of horrible things to me and my body.

"I kissed that girl imagining she was you!" He screamed tears now beginning to fall down his cheeks and I realised we had stopped by the post office.

I was stunned to silence and then i snapped out of it, shaking my head.

"That's even more fucked up, you should've just asked me out!" I got out the car and slammed the car door shut leaving him alone in the car, my tears on his seat.

I wiped the rest of them from my eyes and walked in picking up my package of some taylor swift printed shirts, jumpers and hoodies all the way from hong kong.

I walked right past George's car and towards the bus stop. Getting on the bus when it stopped by me at the station.

I put the box on my lap and leaned on the window before it began to rain.

It fogged up the whole window and I just had to wipe the window every now and again so i could see out of it and be a moody bitch.

Then a thought came into my mind to cheer me up.

My bestfriend, is gonna have a baby.

How awesome is that?

I let a smile replace my frown and my tears eventually dried on my skin.

I wonder what she'll call it.

remember to eat and drink something

-valerie <333