Never Alone

59. Hidden (Year 6)

THIS CHAPTER IS DARK, AND I APOLOGIZE IF IT SUCKS; IT IS BASED OFF WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH. IN NO WAY AM I GLAMOURIZING THE ACTIONS IN THIS CHAPTER. THERE WILL BE RAPE (NON/CON) BRIEFLY DEPICTED, ALONG WITH ABUSE. IF YOU ARE GOING THROUGH THIS YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND THERE ARE HOTLINES POSTED UNDER IMPORTANT INFORMATION. ENJOY THE CHAPTER LOVES AND REMEMBER YOU ARE WORTH EVERYTHING.

I have been gone for two days already, I know because it is the first day my morning sickness came back with a vengeance. Kain came into my room while I was dealing with my morning sickness again, the more time he spent with me the weaker I felt. I was beginning to become afraid of what would happen if I stayed here for a long time. I began to wonder if anyone even noticed I haven't been back to school yet; I am not important enough for that.

"You are worthless to everyone else, except for me Deidamia. To me, you mean the world, I can't breathe without you in my life as I proved at Beauxbatons. Since I am no longer a student at Hogwarts no one will be looking for me; you will get the chance to fall in love with me, again." Kain said to me, making me feel a little more fearful.

"I will never love you, Kain. I never have. As I said in Dumbledore's office you forced me into that relationship. I hate you Kain, now leave me alone." I spat at the bastard that kept me away from my family and friends. Kain did not like what I had to say, he grabbed me by my throat and slammed me up against the wall; slowly choking me till I was about to pass out.

"Don't ever talk back to me, if you know what is good for you and your bastard children, Nott." Kain yelled at me, making me see red.

"If anyone is a bastard here, it is you. You clearly weren't wanted by anyone, and you think I want you? I am not alone, I am married to the father of my children, of my own choosing. You won't fucking touch me again, if you know what is good for you." I spat back, getting more and more pissed off as the conversation went on. "You are vile, Kain, truly you are, I don't know why I ever trusted you in second year."

"You love me Deidamia, you know it, deep down you always have and always will." Kain retorted to me.

"I don't fucking care, what you have to say Kain, you are a manipulative narcissistic, arrogant, pompous asshole. You are a fool to think you can make me think I am crazy." Deidamia hissed towards Kain who decided to smack her across the face again.

"Look what you made me do to your beautiful face, love," Kain said as he feigned compassion and remorse. "This would not have happened if you just listened."

AUTHOR'S POV

Deidamia kept arguing with Kain, getting hit more frequently. Kain kept challenging Deidamia daily, she kept resisting him. "Can I have a fucking journal you bloody psychopath?" Deidamia asked her captors, getting annoyed at the isolation already.

"Sure, I can give you a journal, it's not like you can send any messages to your so-called friends." Kain said as he conjured up a journal for her. "I love you Deidamia, I want you to be happy here with me." Kain handed the journal to the blonde girl who was sitting on her bed, she took the journal from him and tested out a theory by writing 'Kain is an asshole and I will never trust him again.' Kain did not respond, making her see that the journal was indeed an ordinary journal. Kain walked out of the room, allowing her to write and relax.

"Dear journal,

I have been gone from the castle for two days, I need to get to my friends to signal where I am. I know that my ring will alert them if I am near death, I wonder if it will register immense pain too. I could piss Kain off enough that he uses the cruciatus curse on me, though if it doesn't work it will hurt like a bitch, and possibly kill my twins. I will think about it, maybe my body will just try to give out."