Baby you're my shadow

lost

"eduardo and vini knew?"

"yes and they were supposed to tell you about that..."

lost, he was lost, completely lost.
Why didn't they tell him ?
Especially since they know he's absolutely crazy about her. 

"since when ?"

"about... a few weeks now ?"

dumbfounded. he was absolutely dumbfounded. 

"how-what happened ?" 

She decided to sit on the couch before she could tell him calmly.

"It turns out that when Trent found out I was close to the three of you, it didn't get to him at all... but then we didn't talk about it because he was gone. Because he thought I'd stopped talking to you permanently just to please him. But after you texted me, he might have gotten very jealous. So he made me choose between you and him..."

Aurélien was overwhelmed by so many emotions at the same time as the questions got tangled in his head.
He no longer knew what to talk about, there was too much information for the young Frenchman who could not assimilate everything

"You chose us over him ? Why ?" 

She sighed. 

"I didn't want to ruin our friendship so I decided to end it"

"but your relationship was far more important than our friendship with Eduardo and Vinicius, i mean you were in couple you guys"

"you really think that ?" 

"you broke up because of us"

"dont say that, it's not true, it's the accumulation of all the things that happened after our first argument on this subject"

Even if Aurélien was to rejoice that she was no longer with trent, deep down he did not know why but felt as "guilty" of her break with alexander arnold.
And the young woman repeated to herself that this was the source of the conflict and not him, there was this feeling of guilt that haunted him.

He felt like he had ruined their relationship, maybe they were meant to be together, and maybe Trent was her soulmate but because of him it was all over ?

Why did he think that ? While he loved Primavera, he should be selfish and happy that she was single again. but something prevented him from being completely happy... 

"are you mad ?" 

"no why would i be ?" 

"You haven't said anything in a few minutes..."

He does not say anything for a few seconds before speaking.

"are you here with me only because he dump you ?" 

Primavera was taken by surprise. How could he imagine that ?

"no im here because as I already told you my brother with cama and vini have arranged some kind of surprise for me to be here..."

"But why aren't you with vini and cama if it was they who had organized this surprise for you ?"

"Because it was also a surprise for you as you didnt know i was coming here ! Aurel what's going on right now ? " 

"i dont know..." 

"im here because i like you ! and you're my friend ! You really think there would be other reasons !?" 

"I think you're here because trent broke up so you find comfort in your 'second choice', which is me and the guys" 

The young woman's heart broke to pieces at the understanding of what Aurélien had just told her.

"you dont mean it right ? it's just your anger speaking-"

"i mean it, what else would you be doing here? " he cut her off

'i love you aurélien that's why im here' she only thought but it certainly wasn't reciprocal so she took her jacket and left. 

꒱࿐♡ ˚.*ೃ

primavera :
I think we've said everything ?

trent :
please prim'
just call me when you're ready

primavera :
Give me a good reason to call you
is this actually worth it ?
i mean, im done apologizing
i know that it was my fault
first of all but
it's not mine if you dont trust me

trent :
primavera
what does it cost you
to call me at least once ?
I know I acted like an idiot
and i've should trusted you

primavera :
im not sure

trent :
Don't you think you'll regret if
you don't at least give me
a chance to express myself ?

primavera :
trent
dont say that
dont try to make me feel guilty

trent :
im not istg
just im begging you
to call me at least once

primavera :
we'll see...

trent :
thanks