Love Island • H.H.J x L.F.L •

🫐 Hurt 🫐

Felix felt the tears streaming down his face as he ran blindly towards where he knew Chan's cabin was. He heard Jisungs faint yells, but he ignored them.

He felt fucking awful. He knew Chan was right, but he still defended Hyunjin. And soon enough, he was standing in front of Chan's door. Probably looking like a wreck.

He sighed, knocking.

And for some reason, he didn't expect Seungmin to open it, but there he was. Seungmin raised a brow, "what do you want?" He muttered, eyeing Felix up and down.

"I-Is Chan here?" Felix whimpered and Seungmin rolled his eyes, "why do you always try to take everyone from me? Go away." He said dramatically, attempting to close the door but a hand held it open, the door swung open again to show Chan, wearing a dumb smile on his lips.

"Hi Felix~" Chan chuckled, "what? Have you come to apologise?" He teased, scoffing. Seungmin sighed. "You know, I really don't like you Felix. But don't take what he's saying to heart. He's on drugs for his nose, I think it was fractured or something." Seungmin spoke nonchalantly. Felix gulped, nodding.

"C-Can I talk to you?" Felix whispered, gently tugging on Chan's sleeve. The elder male shook his head stubbornly, but Seungmin threw him out, locking the door.

Chan groaned, attempting to open it, but he was unsuccessful. He awkwardly turned to face Felix and sighed. "Well?" He prompted, crossing his arms like a five year old.

Felix frowned, and opened his mouth to speak. "Chan, I'm really really sorry. I don't know what else to say, please forgive me. I know Hyunjin isn't right for me. But I just wanted to pretend he was. He's so handsome and kind when he is acting. Whereas you're kind all the time. Please please forgive me, I was an idiot." Felix began to sob. Chan's expression softened and he nodded.

"It's okay, Felix. Do you want to stay with us tonight?" He asked, to which the younger thought for a moment.

"But- Hyunjin's sick.. he needs someone to take care of him." Felix pointedly spoke, to which the elder chuckled. "Alright, It's up to you. I'm going to go through the window now." Chan spoke casually.

Felix watched in disbelief as Chan crawled through the window, completely ignoring Seungmins protests. He shook his head, walking back to the cabin.

Felix entered, gasping in shock as he turned and saw Hyunjin sprawled out on the floor, passed out.

Felix rushed forward and rolled him over, Feeling his forehead and sighing. His temperature had risen a lot. Felix tried to drag him to the bed, but Hyunjin was heavy and it was hard. He eventually managed to lift the elder onto the couch, sitting down and panting slightly.

Felix sat down at the end of the couch, letting out a choked sob. And before he knew it, he had dozed off.

- morning -

"Felix.. get up." Hyunjin mumbled, shaking the younger boy awake. Felix's eyes fluttered open and he sighed.

"Morning." He greeted, standing up and groaning as intense pain surged through his back. Hyunjin watched in concern.

"Why did you sleep here? You should've gone to bed." Hyunjin sighed, trying to help Felix walk to the bedroom.

"Don't touch me. I'm fine." Felix muttered, pushing him away. "You're sick, go to the medical bay. I'm going to shower. I don't want to see you here when I'm done." Felix spoke firmly, turning his back on Hyunjin and walking to the bedroom.

Hyunjin sighed, nodding and leaving the cabin nonetheless.

As soon as Hyunjin left Felix doubled over in pain. He made his way into the bathroom, turning the hot water on and undressing.

-with Hyunjin-

Hyunjin definitely wasn't planning on going to the medical area, he was more intent on visiting Minho and Jisung.

He made his way to the cabin next door and knocked, waiting impatiently as the door slowly opened. Behind it stood a nervous Jisung.

Hyunjin groaned, letting himself in and plopping down on the couch.

"He hates me now, Jisung. Over something that I don't even think about anymore. I was naive, but I've gotten to know him, and I don't think I could live without him." Hyunjin rambled, beginning to tear up.

Minho sighed, walking out of their bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist.

Minho sat down on the armchair across from Hyunjin and eyed him incredulously. "Yah. You might feel like that and think that it's enough, but you need to show him that you feel that way." He lectured, taking a bite of an apple that was sitting in the fruit bowl.

Hyunjin nodded, sighing. "Jisung did you really need to say that though?" The ravenette murmured, raking his fingers through his hair.

Jisung shrugged, "he should know. It's cruel to do that without telling him, I would personally want to know if Minho ever thought that about me.".

Hyunjin scoffed, "Well you fucked it all up."

"Don't start that." Minho snapped, narrowing his eyes.

"Start what? Your boyfriend came into our cabin and fucked up our relationship." Hyunjin responded, rolling his eyes.

Minho stood up. "Listen here, Hyunjin. Don't fucking talk about Jisung like that. It's rude." he defended, crossing his arms.

"Minho, what are you not getting, he came in, unprovoked and decided to just tell Felix about what I said to you. Obviously that's going to hurt Felix, and it hurts me." Hyunjin replied.

"Get out now please, we will talk about this when you've calmed down." Minho spoke, sighing.

Hyunjin scoffed, getting up to leave when Jisung spoke. "No he's right, I didn't know your feelings had changed, I'm sorry".

Hyunjin nodded, leaving nonetheless.

A/N: what are your thoughts on this chapter? I'm not sure ab it myself like why is Chan so angry.. chill boo. And also idk why Hyunjin didn't j say smth but that's my opinion. And why did Jisung tell Lix thats weird
NYWAY 😤 ily all and idk why my writing is going weird I think it's cuz of the emoji BYEEEEE