Call me Amy. My name is Amaryllis Belladonna Flowers. Yes, I know I'm named after the flower commonly known as a naked lady, but with a last name like Flowers and parents with a weird sense of humor, what else would they name a naked baby girl?
I'm a full-grown 27-year-old woman now, with my own porn site. So still naked a lot. The site lists my vital statistics as height : 5'7", weight:106 lbs, Ethnicity Irish and probably a lot of other, hair color: brunette, Astrological sign: Scorpio. All that is mostly right. I may have exaggerated my height and weight. What girl doesn't. There may be some mixed blood in my ethnicity. My skin is a perfect olive complexion. Perfect is not an exaggeration, no blemishes. My hair color often contains some exaggerated streaks of color, the wilder, the better. Exaggerations aside, I am definitely a Scorpio.
Not sure I believe in all that astrological crap, but when I googled Scorpio traits it did sound like me, a lot of contradictory traits. It said, "Scorpios are focused, brave, faithful, ambitious, intuitive, persistent, honest, ruthless, secretive, mysterious, bold, passionate, creative, magnetic, highly sensitive, and emotional. Scorpios have a receptive, feminine, or yin quality, which makes them contemplative and inner-aware. Scorpios also experience inner conflict and can switch from being tender to demanding. Scorpios have the ability to concentrate and discover hidden truths. Scorpios always tell the truth and despise dishonesty. Scorpios are willing to take risks and volunteer for tough jobs."
Yeah, that's me. After all, I make my living from porn. Nothing too extreme, what the industry calls female friendly. Even so, there is no tougher or riskier (or should I say more risqué LOL) job. Serves my parents right for giving me that name.
My parents wanted me to go to college, but it seemed to me that no one I knew who was in college was learning anything useful. Seriously, I know one guy who majored in memeology. Yep, he studies the science, and creation of memes. When colleges start offering porn studies, then I might consider enrolling, although I suspect such a course would quickly be overcrowded and probably wouldn't teach the skills in photography, movie making, and web site design I needed. I had to learn all that on my own and have been quite successful if I do say so myself. That is my Scorpio honesty speaking and not boasting. My Scorpio persistence and creativity definitely contributed to my success. Those are definitely my strengths.
My weaknesses? That would be my being highly sensitive and emotional. I tend to get involved with people around me. Unfortunately, most of the people I meet in porn are really screwed up and it is highly contagious. But even those experiences have taught me how to deal with screwed up people and in today's world that is a really valuable skill.
My ability to deal with people screwed up or otherwise is perhaps my greatest strength. People find me likeable and not just for the reasons you are thinking. Get your minds out of the gutter. People like me because I am honest and know how to make them laugh and I know how to tell them what they want to hear. I am lovable. I'd add that I am modest and unassuming, but at this point I'm sure you wouldn't believe me. LOL.
Perhaps my real superpower is the bond I have with my spirit animal, a coyote named Smiley. As a spirit animal Smiley has his own superpowers. He can share consciousness with humans allowing him to communicate with them. He can also plant ideas in their minds to guide their actions. These powers are what allows Smiley to have a Wattpad account which he is letting me use to tell my stories. Smiley and I collaborate on the story then I type it in. Smiley can't really use a computer. He's a coyote, remember? Keyboards discriminate against the handless. LOL, I love my sense of humor. I'd be a comedian if porn weren't more lucrative, or maybe a politician if porn weren't more ethical? Or maybe I'll just forget about income and morality completely and prostitute myself and become a writer. LOL.
Smiley is also sort of omniscient in that he can know what others are thinking and what is most likely to happen. He sometimes shares this knowledge. But in bonding with him some of his abilities have rubbed off on me. I am very good at reading people. Of course, I don't need psychic powers to know what most men are thinking when they are around me. I read a study that said the average male spends ninety percent of his waking hours thinking about sex. I have found no evidence to contradict this. Still, I can even read the other ten percent of the time fairly reliably. There was a TV show called The Mentalist about a con man who could read and manipulate people quite effectively. I like to think of myself as the female version of him.
Smiley wandered into my yard in Sparks Nevada a couple of years ago. It was right after he finished leading a couple of college kids on a vision quest. We bonded immediately. He let me know he was not there to take me on a vision quest but had come to me for his retirement. He felt we were a lot alike. We both lived on the outskirts of society. We both like classical music from Beethoven to The Beatles. We both like the outdoors. We both are secretive, brave, tender and loving but ruthless when necessary. I think he must be a Scorpio too.
When Smiley was told about this Lowfantasy contest, he immediately thought of me as a character most suited to taking on fantasy adventures as I am the most fantasmical character he has ever known. So, this is my fantasmical character profile, and the following are my stories.
