{The Secrets Untold}

//Chapter 10//

Guangzhou was standing in a dark room that seems to have no end... A reflection that looks as if himself suddenly appeared out of thin air but one could easily tell that the reflection was of more in younger version.... Guangzhou looked at the reflection standing right in front of him as he felt his heart clenched and tighten, Guangzhou felt his whole being breaking down and the wallks ttat he had built over the years crumbled down into pieces. The reflection was standing with tears rolling down his eyes as they were red his expression was anger as Guangzhou looked at him guilty of it all....

Finally the reflection started to talk but his voice was full of anger, despair, questions, and lastly self hatred for all the things he failed to do....

Why.... Why is it always us..?!

The reflection of himself looked at Guangzhou with dull lifeless eyes as tears ran down his face, Guangzhou clenched his jaw.... He averted his gaze and looked down... The reflection of Guangzhou scoffed when he saw that Guangzhou averted he's eyes and looked down. in the end it was still the same... Coward... The word rang in Guangzhou's mind multiple times and repeatedly as Guangzhou felt his whole being torn into pieces that cannot be picked and pieced together as he felt that it was getting harder and harder to breath as if the oxygen is being taken out of his lungs and there was a lump in his throat as he tries to speak but the painful sensation prevents him from speaking making his heart thump, The reflection just gazed at him coldly and soon the reflection disappeared into the wind as a sudden cold breeze flew by as a tears rolled down. Guangzhou felt his whole being confused and soffocated as the lump in his throat didn't subside.... There was only silent sobs left in the endless dark space.... All kinds of emotions took over as Guangzhou looked at his pathetic self and started to laugh as tears still rolled down from his eyes he looked as if he had finnaly lost it.... Guangzhou's laugh softens as it's replaced with a pained scream....

Guangzhou gazed down at his hands as tears rolled down blurring his visions. The dark endless space was somewhat a welcoming and comforting place as Guangzhou tries to managed his thoughts.....

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"?!" Guangzhou jolted up awake as cold sweats ran down his forehead and the heavy weigh in he's chest with the lump on his throat never seems to have been erased, Guangzhou was panting as he tries to calm his breathing down....

He knew that it was a just a dream but it still doesn't change anything that he had done in the past and even if he lives thousands of lives he'll still not be forgiving himself.... Guangzhou knew the consequences and so he also knew that it was him who agreed to the "terms".... Even if he didn't he'll still be willing to just to see that person as he owed him for everything even if things happens for a reason
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Rea: I'm seriously out of ideas for this one.... I know i said I'll be putting some things here that's related to the mc's trauma but i forgot how bad i am at writing traumatized scenes and emotional ones🥲

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Guangzhou was sitting in his chair while his face had a frown etched in it. Things we're getting more and more out of hand as time goes by and it seems that he'll be going back after managing the things needed but that didn't sit well with him as there was still alot to do, Guangzhou opened his eyes and just sitting there staring dazely at nothingness while trains of thoughts ran through his head giving him a slight headache.... Guangzhou was thinking deeply but than snaps back into reality when a knock came from the door

He just sighed as he stoods up making sure that the slight bags under his eyes from last night doing paperwork weren't noticable before letting the person from the door know that they can come in.