{The Secrets Untold}

//Chapter 16//

Salvè everyone and welcome back! Finnally been able to do this chapter as there had been alot going on lately that made me more busier than ever like hell i'm still not finished editing then new fanfic of Red candy- I also lately felt like i have not been reflecting the pain and despair in Guangzhou's past so I'll try to do that either in this chapter or another one as soon as i can.

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//Chapter 16//

It has been a while since Guangzhou's aunt had called and everything went like normal, Guangzhou wakes up early and does his training in the morning after thay he'll be in the kitchen cooking some breakfast or so for Xiaolang and him, Go to work, Come back to the house, Do paperwork and etc. Or so everyone around him thought..

Lately had been fairly calm and that makes Guangzhou nervous as he had learned from his past mistake... The biggest mistake he had ever done, It wss lowering his guard that day....

Alas things can't be changed, With those in his mind Guangzhou shook his head to get rid of the dark clouding thoughts he'd been having lately. Ever since the day he had met that man he had been restless, Afraid to make the same mistake of his past... Guangzhou's gaze dimmed as he than felt his breathing hitched at remembering his naivety. "Pathetic.." Guangzhou muttered to himself as his hands that was once clanched in a fist is now running through his silk like hair, "What she said was right from the start....." Twars threatened to brim through his cheeks but Guangzhou held it in as that would be seen to be an insignificant weakness someone like him should not have.

Yet here he is being a worthless pathetic mortal like person dwelling on something he cannot change...

Ironic isn't it? How he used to never understood human mortal emotions and how he had despised them as he thought that they we're nothing but hindrances in the way of life and will forever be so, Yet he himself is being the same...

Guangzhou couldn't help but scoffed as his fist once again clenched with a frown curled upon his face and his eyes shut abruptly as he blinked away the tears that wanted to brim down his cheeks.. The burning sensation of the tears was like slow painful torture as Guangzhou merely felt as if he was drowning in a sea of waves with no one to save him even how much he had screamed hoping one could save him from his poisonous self, Yet no one was to be seen near. The sorrounddings around him seems to blur with the only way of air was simply soffocating him more and more, His thoughts ran through his head and the only thing that could be heard through out the room is a loud ringing that never seemed to stop...

Everything around guangzhou reminded him of that man....

Guangzhou's mind was clouded making him unable to notice the gaze that had been looking at him from afar.. that person's gaze seemed to have an amused yet mocking waves in them, The person's shadows disappeared like it wasn't there in the first place as he had gotten what he needed from being at the rooftop.

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It was now at night and Guangzhou had finnaly finished his work for the day, He's now sitting in his car as Josselyn sat at the front seat. Josselyn was looking out of the window whereas Guangzhou's mind was still filled about earlier.. Guangzhou's gaze lowered as his eyes showed a sharp like glint in them, He seemed to be an eagle who's waiting for it's prey to approach it yet he exuded an elegant aura arounf him.. The driver looked up at the rear mirror to see his young master's face that was seemed to be in a daze.

The driver said nothing as he asked Guangzhou where to go next.

Guangzhou's head is pounding as thoughts we're running wild, The light in Guangzhou's eyes dimmed yet it wasn't noticable to anyone. His gaze looked out of the window as he finnally ordered the driver to go to a club, Even if it's temporary Guangzhou wants to forget and drown those memories away.... He planned on doing that by drowning in liquor for the night.