BONUS DEAL || Hyunlix

Chapter 12 - Lost

Felix's POV

I didn't want it to turn out like this. Or did I? Why else was I trying so hard to look good today? Why was I subtly enjoying our bickering? And why did I freeze every time Hyunjin touched me? I had to admit that I was completely intoxicated by him.

And now that he was standing a few inches in front of me in all his glory, I knew I had lost. I lost to myself. He held me in a tender embrace and demanded that I say what I wanted. The closer his lips were, the faster I breathed. Do I really want that?

I knew that if I did this, there would be no going back for me. That's just how I am. I knew I shouldn't start anything with this arrogant CEO who only takes people as his cute keychains. He'll decorate his keys with you until he finds a nicer keychain. And me? On my keys you would find the keychains I put there in elementary school.

Strange metaphor, but that's exactly how it was. I always put my heart and sentiment into everything unlike him.

Unless... Could this be an exception? After all, I'm a grown, single man. I can do what I want. Who will judge me? Maybe I can just take it as fun too. Exactly how Hyunjin takes it. Maybe I'm truly overthinking everything.

So, I decided to silence my endless thoughts and focus on what I really want at this moment.

"Hyunjin...? Kiss me... please."

It was out. I couldn't take it back. I watched his face, which was even closer now. His lips were already lightly touching mine.

"Are you sure?" He asked me suddenly. For fuck's sake! Didn't he want this all along?

"Oh my god Hyunjin do it before – ngh!" Before I change my mind. That's what I wanted to say.

But right now, I was too busy being kissed by Hwang Hyunjin.

His lips pressed against mine with gentle pressure and I finally knew what those full pink little pillows of his felt like. He was surprisingly gentle. Way too gentle for my taste. This was a kiss befitting a couple in love. Not the two of us.

He kissed me slowly, taking my lower lip between his lips and then doing the same with my upper lip. I kissed him back, but somehow, I wanted more. So, I dared to grab him by the shoulders and pull him even closer to me. And like a wave of a wand, Hyunjin's restraint was gone.

He gripped my waist tightly with his hands and pressed me against his body. He was thin, but his body was firm. He tilted his head to a better angle and passionately took possession of my lips again. Pulling back to catch his breath, he opened his mouth slightly and ran his tongue lightly over my lower lip. My response was that I stuck my tongue out to meet his, inviting him in to explore my mouth some more.

I don't even know how, but suddenly soft sighs and moans began to echo between us as our kiss deepened. Hands traveled over our chests, necks, around our waists to hold each other tightly.

I didn't want it to end. I wanted to keep hearing his little startled noises, just as I wanted to keep tasting his tongue and being even closer to him. I am lost.

Hyunjin's POV

This was good. Too good. So good I forgot we were in public. His lips tasted exactly like I dreamed and maybe even better and he kissed me like no one had ever kissed me before. I held him in my arms and was surprised by his neediness. Is this seriously the same Felix who was playing hard to get the whole time? Is this the same Felix who is now willingly intertwining his tongue with mine? While I keep telling myself that I have to be the strong one and control myself?

"Felix..." I addressed him between kisses. He didn't answer, he just pulled me closer again. "Felix, I think we should go..." I resisted him and pulled away from him.