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uhm Part 17

(hey-yay-yay im back back again ok sorry but really im back this story is abit difficult to write im so sorry but ya im back again so idfk but yeah)

i woke up it was pretty early and alittle cold i put on a hoodie from my closet its tan with a white stomach it has bear ears and the fur on the outside is in little rose shaped swirls i put the hood up i walk out of my room i walk downstairs i sigh i walk out to the back yard i sit on the steep i feel.. uneasy? i don't know i guess unsafe i stand up and unlock the shed i'll get one of the snakes out i walk to a cage and open it "hey slits do you wanna chill outside?" i ask i hear a low hiss i smile and grab the snake hes not big a little smaller than average hes a little aggressive to people other than me somehow hes grey and tan with small scars (man im bad at this) i close the cage and go back to the step he slithers around my arm hes the only one who can be out (training or something hes just well behaved) i smile i feel a little better still alittle uneasy but at least now im protected i smile abit and stroke his back the sun is rising now i watch the sun its very pretty i hear the door open "yeah?" i ask not turning no respond i feel slits tense up and hiss i turn a tall figure i can't make out who it is "who are you?" i ask the figure smiles "thats a weird question henry." it says that voice its colder "to ask your own mother." it says i gasp as mom steps out from the shadows i stand up slits hisses snapping his jaws "don't come closer!" i yell she sighs "and if i do? you can't do a single thing!" she says i step off the step she steps forward "i'll let the snakes out." i say she laughs "thats all?" she asks i nod she steps forward i get to the shed and lock myself inside she bangs on the door i silently open the cages the snakes slither out big ones and a few are agressive she bangs on the door again "let me in honey! make this easier on yourself." she says i sigh and open the door the snakes see her and slither out the bite her she screams alittle i smile "now why are you here?" i ask she laughs "really you don't know? to finish what i started!" shes says "get out of here! were done! just leave me alone!" i yell i hear the door open rossily steps out she walks over "i don't know whats going on but it is to early for this shit some people are trying to sleep!" she says we stop she looks at us "you get out of here." she says mom leaves (sorry for the cringe but yeah) i put the snakes away and lock the door rossily looks at me "why were you out here anyways?" she asks i shrug "i don't know its early and i wanted to sit out here is anyone else up?" i asked she nods "yeah they heard some comotion and their inside." she says i smile "alright well lets go in.." i say she nods and we walk inside i see ralph and run to him he hugs me peter ran to rossily and hugs her "are you ok henry?!" ralph asks i nod and give him a kiss we all just sorta stood for a second "i guess what do we do? it seems like shes back..." i say sighing they nod "i dont know? what can we even do?" asks peter "i guess we just stay inside and keep low for awhile?" suggests ralph "well thats really all we can do." says rossily (yes calling 911 is an option but ya know thats not fun) we go sit in the kitchen "im gonna lock the doors really quick." i say they nod and and i walk off i lock the doors and go back we all just kinda sit just in the kitchen i look at them "im gonna go to my room.." i say i feel the voice coming back they nod "alright well you know where to find us." peter says i nod and go to my room locking the door i sit on the bed and sigh "hi what do you want this time?" i ask it smiles "what do you mean you should know why im here!" it says i shake my head "well i dont what do you want?" i ask i can here the anger in its voice "you are a terible person you know? i mean why is everything happening? because you! if you weren't here your mom wouldn't be trying to kill you! you guys get hurt because of you! everything bad is because of you! maybe you should.. hmm i dont know? die.. i mean if you weren't here everything would be better.." it says i nod "your right.." i sigh "but how?" i ask it smiles "well theres plenty of knives or you could go out in a bang.. haha theres always ropes and there is a nice cliff you just have to chose!" it says i sigh "i guess a cliff is the easiest but so is a rope.." i say it smiles "perfect..." it says i grab my knife its on the table i forgot about it "plundge!" it says and i do bloody arms i put my sleves down and drop the knife in the bed i open the door and leave i run down stairs i go to the kitchen "im back." i say (look im not good at this)

(time skip to night everyone has just went to their rooms)

ralph sits on the bed "OW!" he says and stands up he grabs something "the hell.." he says he holds it up... the knife i forgot to take care of it SHIT! he looks at it for a second "why the hell is there a... knife.." he says "henry...." he says i look down he frowns "do you wanna explain?" he asks i shake my head "i'd rather not." i say he stands up and grabs me he sits on the bed "henry show me what you did." he says i sigh and roll up my sleeves he looks at it and hugs me "henry why would you do this?" he asks "i- im sorry." i say he hugs me "lets just go to bed." he says we fall asleep i wake up early before anyone and head to my car i get in and start it i drive to the store i walk in and head to the craft isle and grab a rope i head to the snack isle and get some donuts i buy them and get to my car i return home safely and go to the kitchen i eat the donuts and go to the sink god it hurts the blood pouring out i cant breath i start coughing ow it stops i walk to my room my note pad i tear out a page and go to the kitchen i write im not coming back im at the park i wont be ruining your lives anymore -henry i set it on the table and grab the rope i walk to the park and climb the fence i go a bit far in and find a tree a tie the rope around it then myself i dangle there its painful it hurts so much i slowly stop breathing gasping for air everything looks blurry i hear something but i cant my name "HENRY?!" the voice is panicked i hear it "HENRY?! PLEASE!" i cant say anything only gasp for air "HENRY ARE YOU THERE?!" i hear the voice getting closer i cant breath i feel light headed im almost dead i hear the footsteps and then "HENRY THERE YOU ARE!" the voice says i fall the rope they cut it they cut it off my neck ow it hurts still but i can breath i cough it hugs me i struggle away sitting on the grass my sight goes back to normal i see something the thing in front of me is red a coat i look up ralph "why would you do that?" i asked he looks at me and hugs me hes crying "henry no! please dont do that!" he says i hug him back "why did you cut me down i was almost there?!" i yell he looks at me "because i love you please dont try to do that." he says i look at him "just let me die please all i've done is make things worse." i say he hugs me "no you dont!" he says i look t him "henry please just lets go home i need you." he says i nod "fine.." i say we start walking why does he need me he doesn't nobody does

HEY WHATS UP ITS ME IM SORRY ITS SHORT IM NOT GOOD AT THIS STORY BUT WHAT EVER ATLEST YOU GOT SOMETHING :)