Hard love#JustWriteIt

Friendless

Shocked , mad , angry , confused ... I don't know which one of these words can really describe what I'm feeling right now , but I sure as hell know that It's not a good feeling . I feel a ball stuck in my throat , and I suddenly feel dyhidrated and craving for water to refresh my body and get it out of Its numbness .

I also don't know what I'm angry for , Christine dancing with the guy i hate, or the guy I hate dancing with my bestfriend , or so I thought .

It's stupid , I know . But i'm experiencing a whole new mixed feelings that make me as confused as hell .

Why would she do that ? Why would she throw herself to a heartless guy as himself ? Why couldn't she understand that friends last longer than lovers and one night stands ?

I don't know how much time have I been standing like a status watching the horror grimace plastred on Chris's face and the ugly smirk on the jerk's pathetique excuse for a face .

A heavy shake on my left shoulder woke me up from the shock , my eye brows made a frown and I begun to realize that I've been betrayed by Christine , the girl that meant so much .

She took off her hands from his body and stepped towards me .

"Hum hey ... I did think you would come " She said with an ashamed smile on her face .

She knew what she's done , But wouldn't admilt it . But then again , I'm not suprised !

But really ? That's all she has to say , does she think I'm dumb ?

"Fuck you Christine "

It was the only sentence that my brain could formulate at that moment .

Hatred , pain and betrayal ... I've never felt so humiliated in my life !

And with that , I turned around and was about to fuck off of this disgusting party till the jerk spoke

"Hey calm down kitten , what's wrong ? Jealous ? " It only needed half a second to boil my blood and raise my anger , too bad I wasn't holding a gun . That would've been another story though !

I turned around again and faced his sorry face

"You don't get to speak to me like that , and don't fucking call me kitten , Who the fuck you think you are ?you know ? It doesn't matter to be handsome and hot , If your brainless and heartless then you're not even worth looking at " His face was priceless , which gave me more courage to turn to Chris and tell her this for the first time " And you , don't ever talk to me again , you're disgusting me "

And this time I left for good , leaving two agry bodies and a little crowd that has gathered dispite the shouting music that is begining to give me a headache .

I didn't call Billy to come for me , I wanted to be alone , I wanted some time to think of all the time I've spent with Christine . All the loyalty I gave her , I was her cure when she got a broken heart , or when she came to my house drunk and couldn't go home in that state . I was her back up . Ans what did I get for that ? A betrayal , a nasty and unworthy betrayal .

She was my only friend , and since I don't have her anymore , I'm officialy friendless .

But I'd rather be that , or have a fake friend that could stabe be in the back just to get what she wants !

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I know it's short , I didn't do a lot of effort in this chapter , but then again , you guys don't either , you don't vote or comment so...