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A loner

What is he doing ? why is he staring at me ? 

Ugh , It's annoying ! It has been half an hour that he's watching me , is there something in my face ?  He's got me paranoid ! I can see his burning stare by the corner of my eye but I don't dare facing him . Despite the huge amount of hate I feel for him right now , he still intimidates me and whenever his eye lays on mine it makes me blush ... and I hate it !

And what annoys me the most is this long hour of Chemistry , I couldn't focus on anything  of what the teacher has been saying , like right now 

" Amy Anderson , Are you here with us ? " The teacher waved his hand at me and snapped me out of my thoughts

"Yeah sorry " I said to him with an apologetic tone

"So , your partner in Chemistry is Melissa Grenee " I turne around and faced a very smiling Melissa , I didn't even know she was in this class ! Why didn't she say hi to me ? I guess the frown in my head made her believe I wasn't in the Hi-mood !

I returned her the same smile and turned to face the teacher again , and as I was turning , my eyes laid on Daustin's , he stared at me for two seconds then turned his head away ! I can see it in his eyes , he's ashamed !

Good for him !

The bell finally rings , I gather my things and a pair of ayes are watching me again carfully . The class is empty right now and those eyes are still creeping me out ! I can't take it anymore !

"Would you stop it " I snapped at Daustin who's still gathering his things slowly 

"I .. Sorry , I didn't mean to .. Sorry " He replied with his hand scrathing the back of his neck in the most sexiest way 

Ugh I shouldn't be saying that ! I rolled my eyes at his answer and was heading to the door till his hand stopped me 

"What now ? " I snapped again

" Can I talk to you ? " His voice is soft and almost melted me , but I'm not falling for his trap

"No " I simply answerd and tried to take of his hand off of me but his grip was strong 

"Just one minute , it won't take long , please " What is wrong with him ? Why is he pleading me right now ?Is he a bipolar or something ? Yesterday was a total ass to me and now he's playing all kind and sweet ?

Hell no !

"I'd rather die than spend one second with you Daustin , Get off of me and don't ever talk to me again" He finally loosens his grip and I was able to free my hand " And stop staring at me all the time , It's creepy " I added before taking off !

He deserved it , despite the hurt I saw in his eyes ! Why would he be hurt ? It's totally a game to him ! If not , why would he waste his time with me instead of someone way better than I am ?

Whatever !

I head to the main door of the school , I'm not anymore in the mood to go to class . As I reach the street , I spot a familiar blond head ! Could this day go any worse ? 

I change my direction but Christine followed me and grabbed my hand . I let out a sigh and turned to face her 

"Let's talk " 

"Let's not " I freed my hand from her grip but she catched me again 

"What was that about yesterday ? you nearly ruined my reputation Am " Not only do I feel the blood boiling in my entire body , but I also feel my hand forming a fist and my head about to expload ! How dare she ?

"You're sick Chris " Was the only thing I could come out with ! I don't think that a normal person would do this or think this way 

"Come again " She placed her hand this time on her hips as if she was ready to fight !

" You heard me , you only think of yourself , you don't care if you hurt me or anyone . All you care about is you and money ! I've always known you this way but I never thought you'd be this selfish " 

"Is dancing with a hot guy considered bieng selfish ? " What is wrong with her ? Is she for real ?

"It's not just any boy , It's the boy who insulted me and humiliated me for no reason , It's because of him every girl in this damn school is glaring at me  . I wasn't expecting you to do anything , all I wanted from you is to be by my side , and not forget who I am to you once you see him ! " I stepped in front of her , my eyes staring at hers " I would move mountains for those who truely care for me , But I would crashed them on the head of those who betray me " 

I felt my eyes watering and needed to get out of here , I turned around to face Daustin again , with a sad face and an empathy look ! Great , just what I needed . Why did he have to come and listen to everything ? 

Why I can't stop embarassing myself ! 

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