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Hurt and nasty words

"What's your hobbie " I asked while looking at the paper in front of me .

"I don't know , soccer ? " he answerd in a very bored tone that made me regret even being here with him . Not that I had a choice .

We've been sitting in the library for five minute and he's already getting on my nerves , he clearly dosn't have any intention on working on this stupid project , nor do I actually.

" Okay next , What-"

"Can we not do this , like , can you write the questions on the paper and I'll answer it , that way I can avoide hearing your voice and damaging my ears , no offense " He interrupted me with his insult , althought I didn't take it by heart but it definitly offended me .

"Or better , can you stop being a dick and let me finish this shit ? I mean , you don"t even know me to hate me like that , what's wrong with you ? " I answerd

" I don't need to know you to hate your guts , an ugly face like yours tells it all and doesn't deserve my time " He sent me a glare that could kill in any instant , and honestly , I begun to fear this guy .

Although it sent murderous glares , his eyes couldn't stop being mesmerizing and utterly beautiful . How can such a handsome person be a suck a jerk ?

"First of all , you're over reacting about what happend earlier , second of all you're missjudging me , and third of all , my face is not ugly " i told him pointing to my face and continued " Now , if you could be less of a jerk and let me finish this that would be great "

" whatever " he murmured under his breath and sat back on his seat.

The thirty minutes i spent with him were lik hell . Never have I ever met such an arrogant boy . What's up with him anyway . I tried to communicate with him , not to care about his insult but it didn't make it any better .

Despite all this , I managed to look through him and believe that it's not the real Daustin , he was was wearing a mask , afraid to let people in . Maybe because of his childhood , because from what he said , his father only knows work he barly sees him , and that could have damaged the kind part of him .

I got up from my seat and headed to the cefeteria to finally eat my luch .

The day went by quickly , Chris had some something to do with her friends so I had to walk home . On the way home , I couldn't stop thinking about the jerk , some parts of me want to know more about him , i don"t know why but I became more curious about this guy , despite that hate vibe that I always recieve from him .

The next morning I had philosophy class in second period , i had already finished writing my report about the jerk . As I entered the class , He was already there sitting in the Back , hands behind his head and legs above the desk .Such an arrogant boy !

As soon as my eyes laid on his , he stared at me for un seconde then looked away , I did the same and sat on another seat in the class .

While waiting for the teacher , I became more and more anxious and nervous about the report , I don't know what he had written about me , and can't help but be curious about the way he sees me .

Well despite his attitude , I couldn't write bad things about him and tell people about his excellent manners , I found myself looking through him and his personality and thought that maybe this guy is not bad at all . I sound crazy but it wa the truth , nobody could be this arrgant with people unless they had a problem or they try to push people away and not let them in so they won't get hurt .And that's was my report all about !

The teacher finally came , he murmurd some apologies about being late , sat on his desk and begun calling names and receiving asseingment . Little did I know that we should present our report in front of everyone , meaning , telling their personal thoughts about their partner , and now Ibegan sweating and regretted ever getting up this morning .

Few people passed and presented their report , then Daustin's turn came . He got up , and girls begun to adjust their hair , which was pathetic by the way , he stood up in front of the class holding no paper in hand . What was he doing ?

"So , your partner was , Amy Anderson right ? " The teacher asked and Daustin nooded " I see no report in your hand Mr black , care to explain why ? "

Daustin scrashed the back of his head in the most sexiest way " Well the thing is , I forgot to write the report , it totally slipped my mind sir "

The teacher sighed "well , I'm sure you can share your personal thoughts about Miss Anderson without any paper , can you do that Mr Black ? "

He nodded his head and begun , and trust me , the next words he said made me regret ever giving him a cahnce and writing a good report about him

"Hum.. Amy is a .. girl , still we need to check on this " everybody begun to laugh and my cheek started to become red " I mean , look at her , do you really think you can impress people by those cloths , or your non-existant make-up ? You should really learn how to be less ugly from girls around you . And beside that , you are naîve , stupid , clumsy , and only think about eating which is totally gross " He truned to the teacher and said " Here , I presented my report , can I have a seat ? "

Even the teacher pitied me , he looked at me and my watering eyes and sent me a sorry look

" Yes , you may go back and sit , and meet me at detention after school , that it no way in treating your classemate , if you both have a problem , at least be mature and try to fix it without hurting and humiliating each other , if that was your true opinion and your way to make to whole class laugh at her , then I strongly pity you and really am disappointed in you . "

This made him speachless , but it didn't help and didn't stop the threat my tears were sending me . It hurt in the most terrible way , I believe in love at first sight , but never in hate at first sight . Missjudging people is the worst thing I've ever sufferd from in my whole life .

It was my turn to present the damn report , I stood up with shaky legs , and tried my best not to look weak and humiliate myself even more .

"You may start Miss "

I nodded and looked at my paper , do I really want to read this ? He insulted me and made me look like a total freak ... I should probably do the same .

But I couldn't !

I hesitated a little then begun to talk

"Well that's awkward ,While you were , Mr Black , enjoying your time making fun of me and saying wrong things about me , I was there like a fool , trying to look throught your shitty personnality and try to understand you anger towards the world . I can throw this report right here and do the same as you did to me , but I'm not childlish as yourself , I don't find joy in hurting people I don't even know ." I looked at the paper " Daustin Black may seem like the arrogant boy with nasty attitude , the boy who only thinks about himself and dosn't care about the others , but I can't say the same , for the only reason that I don't know his story . Nobody was born arrogant , but life made us this way . In my mind , I think he keeps pushing people away and try hard to maintan the wall he built to protect himself from being hurt ormaybe being known for real. I'm sure if he can exceed his fears and whatever reason that made him this way , his true personnality will be revield , which is in my opinion , a decent nice guy "

And with that , the traitor tear fell from my eyes and that'swhen I hated myself the most . I couldn't stand it anymore , I couldn't bare being with him under the same roof and breath the same air as his . I looked at him on last time before leaving the room without asking for the teacher's permission . His face was blank , it showed no emotions but I could tell that he regreted what he did . But I'm done assuming things , seeing the good throught people and not judging them , it only pains you and makes you look like a weak !

It was official now , this guy is my worst ennemy !