Hard love#JustWriteIt

Maybe someday , I'll forgive you

"Will you tell me what's wrong ? " My mom asked for the third time during the dinner with my Aunt Olivia and her son Billy .

I just shrugged , not willing to utter a word to answer , and instead , I kept my eyes focused on the meat in front of me . I even lost my appetit !

I couldn't tell mom about my argument with Chris and Daustin , I don't want to drag her into further problems . "Is it a Guy ? " She whisperd but not enough for Billy to not hear it 

"Oh my god mom stop it , I'm fine , will you just ..leave me alone ? please ?" She was embarassing me infront of my cousin , he's never seen me with a guy and we never talked about it , so it's kind of embarrassing for me ! I Got up from my sit and headed to my room where I can peacefully hide .

Somebody knocked an the door twice , but I didn't want to see anyone ! And of course , that somebody opened the door anyway dispite my silence !

"What do you want Billy " 

"I just wanna talk " !he raised his hands in surrender and made his way to my bed where I was lying "Now , spill it " He simply said

"Spill what ? Please just go away " I turned to the other side , not wanting to continue talking .

"Is it Christine ? " I turned again to face him 

"How did you know ? " I asked

"I didn't , you just told me " Smart ass " Now what happed ? " 

I finally gave up and told him averything , he frowned during the whole talking , obviously not pleased with what Chris has done , the again , who would be ?

"I'd say I'm suprised but I'm not " He said with a relaxed face this time 

"What do you mean ?" 

"Well you've always known how Chris was , you should've expected this Am " The thing is , Billy have always had a little crush on her , but she never even sees him , she hangs out with guys infront of him , not caring if that would her or not !

"I know .." I sighed again , for the hundreth time this day !

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I decided not to take the school bus today , since I told Christine not to talk to me anymore , she probably isn't going to pick me up , not that I was looking forward it ,plus I needed some time to think , so I decided to walk to school .I couldn't stop thinking of the change in Chris , even Daustin . I can't forget the soft eyes he had the last time he said his nervous "Hi" . Was he acting ? yeah he probably was , I mean , why would he suddenly go all kind and soft with me ?

But I saw it in his eyes , the regret ! I could swear I saw it ! 

I shook my head to get out of this thought , I shouldn't be expecting anything from anyone anymore ! It only leads to disappointment !

As I was walking , I felt a shadow following me , I didn't dare to turn around as I was already terrified ! I tried to speed up just to see if this person is actually following me , and Of course , the person did the same . 

Suddenly , I felt a hand landing on my shoulder . I slowly turned around to face a guy in a black hoody , He was probably at his twenties .

"What do you want ? " It took all the courage of the world to say those worlds and take off his hands off of my shoulder .

"Chill babe , I just wanna talk " What is it with everybody and wanting to talk to me these days ? 

"I don't wanna talk , leave me alone " I snapped at him and sent the most deadliest glare I had  to terrify him , but it obviously didn't work since he took my arm in a hard grip so I wouldn't go away