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Dinner at the Karlı's house

**Friday**

Today is a day, when Alanur and her daughters have to go to the dinner in Karli's house. Alanur still didn't want to go but she has to do it. After she found out that Ziya didn't write that farewell letter, she couldn't come to her senses, her mind was confused. It seemed that one more time everything collapsed and it was hard again. Few days ago Asli came back from France for one week, since her exams was finished, so to Karli's house Alanur will go with both of her daughters.

------------Alanur--------------

I was sitting on leather couch and drinking strong coffee because I have terrible headache, until I heard my two beautiful girls voices:
A&B:-Good morning, mommy.-Asli and Beste said together to Alanur and kissed her cheeks.
A:-Good morning. How did you sleep?
Asli:-I slept really well. Finally I could get rest after exams and flight.
Beste:-I also slept well. Do you remember where we have to go today, mom?
Alanur:-Where?
Beste:-I think you remember very well. All of us today should go to mr. Ziya's house.
Asli:- Who is he?
Beste:-He is a man with who mom is working for a project and also he's...- She couldn't finish her sentence because Alanur interrupted her:
A:-Shut up Beste, I want to forget finally that story... And yes I remember that we have to go to his house for a dinner and even if I don't want to, we have to go. So, please be ready at 6pm, because we have to be there at 7pm.
B:-Okay mom, don't be angry. Now you know that everything was different than you thought...
A:- So what? It doesn't change anything at all.
B:-No, mom. It changes everything.
A:-What are you trying to say? I don't understand anything.
Asli:- I don't understand what are you talking about? Can someone explain to me?
A:- There is nothing to say.
B:-How not? Listen... Twenty eight years ago, our mom had lover, but they broke up when they wanted to run away to get married. Do you know why did they break up? Because of farewell letter.
A:-Can you wait? I also have a tongue.-Alanur said and laughed.
B:-Okay, you tell.
A:-So, we broke up because of farewell letter. I always thought that he left, he gave up for us or he didn't love me. I lived all these years with anger which I didn't have to where to direct it. When I got that letter, everything collapsed in my live and in me and now he came into my life again because he became my partner in a project. I really don't understand what kind of games this life is playing with me.
B:-You forgot to say that he got letter from you too.
A:-Yes, but I didn't even write it. Also now as far as I understand he also didn't write that letter.
Asli:- What? Wow. Did you love each other?
A:-Of course. We were saying that our love is biggest in the world.
Asli:-Okay, do you still love him?
Alanur laughed and said:
A:-What kind of question is this? Even if yes, he is married, he has children.
B:-So what? You also have us. If he still loves you, he could divorce his wife.
Asli:- Beste!
B:-What? Isn't that true?
Asli:- Maybe he loves his wife?
A:-Okay, okay, enough. Both of you shut up. I don't want to hear anything about Ziya or his wife anymore. Because I will have to see both of them this evening and if you will continue to speak about them I will not have strength for it at all.
After these words Asli and Beste changed topic of conversation and they were talking with their mom. They didn't want to go anywhere because they have to get ready for the evening.

***Evening***
Alanur, Beste and Alanur got ready for the dinner. Alanur chose a blue dress. Before going out from the house, Alanur said:
A:-Girls, wait, I forgot something.
She decided to wear same scarf which Ziya gave her as a birthday gift many years ago.
-If you are playing with my settings, Ziya, let me play with yours too.-She thought and laughed.
Then she went downstairs and said for the girls that she is ready and they can go. Driver was already waiting for them, so Alanur told him an address and he started to drive.

-----Karlı's house-----
The dinner was already ready, everyone was waiting for Yıldız family to come. Just Seher didn't know what is waiting for her... The past which she thought that never will come back, it will come to this house.
Before 7pm, every Karlı's family member came to meet Yıldız family in front of the door. Exactly at 7pm they heard doorbell sound. The helper of the house Fatoş went to open the door.