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chapter65:revelations

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Chapter65:revelations

Mat's pov

I sat on the sofa while reading

I started reading at the part whe we got married

Shes happy

So as i

After that binasa ko rin ang mga sumunod na araw

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Today,nagpunta ako sa bahay ni philip inimbitahan ko siyang lumabas syempre pagkatapos ng check up ko.nagimprove naman ang kalagayan ko sabi ni doc at nakapamili rin kami ni philip ng mga regalo i'm glad that mat loves my gift hindi nasayang ang pagsusukat ni philip sa mall.

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I don't know what to say

Kanina umamin si philip saakin na he still like me but ofcourse i love my husband so i told him that and also i said that i'll just help him to find a girl to fit him that is better than me.

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Nagaway kami ni mat kanina

He was asking me if saan ako galing.ayaw niyang maniwala saakin na i was with jareds girl but i admit it yeah i was also with philip kanina but that was just a few minutes cause i just ask him about something...i requested to look fory medicine.nawalan ng stocks in the near drugstores so kailangan pang humanap sa iba.i can't go so i asked him but i can't tell mat about it.'cause if i tell him...i should definitely tell him about my condition and thats the thing i cant do...ayaw ko siyang mag alala sa akin and i don't him to see me fragile i'm recovering at alam kong gagaling ako at magiging maayos ang lahat.

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I hate this day!

Nagaway kami ni mat kanina i don't know how to explain everything.kanina pinapaamin niya 'ko i thought his referring about my condition but his not...i don't clearly understand what his saying until he took out an envelope and there i saw tons of pictures of me with philip.i wanted to explain everything but mat didn't let me.he asked for space so i let him.i know that everything will be fine with me and mat.

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Pinagpatuloy ko lang ang pagbabasa ko

I red the days when i started to be cold at her

I really hurt her a lot

Pero nanginig ako sa mga sumunod na nabasa ko

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I don't know what to say.i don't know how to start maybe its because of what happened.lahat lahat kinaya ko ang sakit kinaya kong tanggapin but this day what he did to me was the painful thing i can't imagine.its the fact that my husband raped me.sinusubukan kong intindihin siya because his under the spell of the alcohol but its really freaking hurts sa tuwing naiisip ko.i think i already cried a lot of tears but i still hope that everything will fine.

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Tumayo ako nasuntok ang pader sa nabasa ko

I was really a fool.

Ang tanga- tanga ko

I hurted her

And raped her

But she still hope that everything will be fine

Naalala ko ang sinabi ni lory saakin

I was the father of the child

Napasuntok ako sa pader sa katangahang ginawa ko

Napaupo ako at hinilamos ang mukha ko

"I'm sorry lory...i'm sorry..." iyan ang lumalabas sa bibig ko habang tumutulo na ang luha ko

Nanginginig na kong muling tinuloy ang pagbabasa

She lived like in hell with me

I hurted her to much

Pero mas masakit na sa kabila ng mga ginagawa ko sakanya

She still love me and still hope that we'll be fine

She kept the baby and stopped drinking her medicines...

Inulit kong binasa ang part sa pagtigil niya sa paginom ng gamot

"I stopped taking my medicines but its still on my sicret drawer below the sink..."

I quikly run to the drawer below the sink and there i saw a small opening at pagbukas ko bumungad saakin ang mga bote ng gamot na iniinom niya and a camera?

I took the camera out and connect it to the tv

As i open the folder named after me

Bumungad saakin ang mga videos

What are this?

I opened the first video

"Hello hubby! Haven't you heard about the story of a wife that crazily inloved with her husband and eventhough they are married...the wife still make her husband fall inlove to her...well the wife was me and your the husband...and eventhough we're already married i still wantvyou to fall more deep to me and also live with me forever happily" she said

Masaya pa siya dito sa video at halata iyon sa mukha niya

Mas lalo akong napatitig sa tv nang muli siyang magsalita

"Hubby...i have a surprise...^_^ " she said while smiling

"Well jared told me that you like girls that knows how to play guitar but unfortunately i can't so i study about it and now i know how to play it...but now i 'll play the one song that i only know but don't worry...i'll do my best to learn more songs...

TO MAKE YOU FALL DEEPER TO ME " she saud as she started to strum her guitar

Sa simula palang alam ko na ang kanta

Its our theme song...

And my tears started to flow again

Why could it be like this?

Lory...

I'm sorry....

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