Steve did it! He Finally saved them- no. Dustin-Dustin nonono. no! Steve ran as fast as he could over to them. He hadn't heard the screaming because neither of them could scream.
How could he fail them again? He was a failure. An Idiot. He was an idiot so he'd watch them die over and over. 𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮.
So he screamed. He screamed, and he yelled, and he screamed some more sobbing, crying, yelling with his whole soul. Untill everything went black like it always did. He sometimes hoped he ceased to exist in the first place. maybe it would be better then.
This time in the void was longer. He had time to think about everything. About whether he would give up or not. Mostly about how many times he saw them all die. Nancy. The vines got her twice.
Robin. Same thing.
He even tried going with max and Lucas. That didn't work either. Max died. Eddie died. Dustin died. It was all his fault. That's why he.. he had to keep trying. "send me back void..." He said quietly talking as if the void itself could talk back.
He thought it had once. In a fit of sobbing he really thought he heard a small 'im so sorry' from somewhere. But he could've been wrong. He was wrong a lot. So it was most likely the same then.
He was so tired . But he couldn't just..... Leave them behind... So he'd do it again.. over and over and over and over and
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_____________________ over again until he saved them.
__________________________ Because if he couldn't save them.
________________________ _If he couldn't shield them then- then
_____________________ __What was he good for?a quick fuck
____________________ ____for girls?A ride to a store. Someone
__________________ ______who has money. A big house. The
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______________ _________He'd be all of those... But only if 𝙝𝙚
______________ ____________Could save Eddie. Only......
___________________ _______________If he could safe him.....
___________________ ____________________Save everyone......
___________________ ______________________Because let's....
___________________ _______________________Be honest....
_____________________ ________________________Steve he. ...
_____________________ ________________________He's real.
_______________________ _______________________𝘜𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴,
_________________________ ______________________𝘖𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘦.
________________________ _____________________𝙐𝙥𝙩𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩.
___________________________ ___________________𝘼𝙣 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦..
__________________________ ________________𝘚𝘵𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥.
__________________________________ ______________𝘉𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩.
_____________________________________ ____________𝘛𝘪𝘯𝘺.
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The time everything stopped and went again (a steddie story)
FanficEddie dies in the Upside Down and the world feels like it stopped spinning. Steve woke up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat to his future self standing restless and panicked at the end of his bed, bloodstains on his shirt and panicked as he...
