Jaime's pov
after i walked away from Jessica. And I saw Carter walk upstairs. I went to my first class. The teacher let everyone study. the next tape . I decided to listen to it. We never decided we had to listen together. I put my headphones in. I pressed the start button. It said it was Alex's tape.
Remember that blonde guy who was friends with Hannah and Jessica? Yea . This was his tape. I knew him around. He was on this tape. That meant... he was apart of this.
My sister explained that she felt insecure about herself compared to Jessica. The more I thought about it. It made sense.
I came to her room. She was doing homework. She had on a sweater.
" why the sweater " says jaime
" it's cute and it's chilly " Says Hannah
I went over to her and I braided her hair. Mom and dad worked all the time so it was just me and Hannah during the day. There was a thud.
" the hell " says Hannah
We went to my room and carter was stuck in my window.
Hannah just laughed.
" you gonna just laugh or help me " says Carter
" this is why you use the door you fucking idiot " says jaime
She covered up her smile when she laughed. While I was trying to get Carter out of my window. And he landed on the floor.
she continued to say she wished she looked like Jessica. Not because of Alex. Because everyone chose Jessica. Because how beautiful she was. How did I not know. Then she asked clay if could be as pretty as Jessica. Then he was a guy about it.
But trouble became the worst. You know when she slapped her. She went into school. When she. Oh my god. She said she mentioned the list. That fucking list.
a random person rated girls on best and worst . Everyone saw it. I sat beside my sister. They were looking at her. I remember saying what are looking at. They handed it to me and her.
She said in her tape that she looked at it. It said best ass- Hannah baker.
Worst ass- Jessica Davis
" I knew Jessica was way prettier than me I knew who wrote the list it was you. You were the hurricane " says Hannah , on the tape
She went on to say it didn't stop there. she went into the boys lock room to confront him. And that definitely sounded like my sister. When she went to get chocolate. Because chocolate was her safe food. She bumped into Bryce walker. Bryce walker grabbed her ass in the store and told her it was tight.
" you made it an open season on Hannah baker " Says Hannah baker
It was the end of the tape. I took my head phones out. The bell rang.
Fucking douchebag.
As the day went on. I went to my other classes. I had library and I bumped into clay by the books.
" I know you know " says clay
" I don't know what your talking about clay " Says jaime
" the tapes " whispers clay
I pulled him in the corner.
" say it louder why don't you " says jaime
" how long have known " Says clay , whispering
" for a few days. Close friends know. We have a plan to take them down. But what's your plan to just ask questions that's smart clay " says jaime
" what exactly are you doing ?" Says clay
" learning the truth through the tapes bc I trust my sister. And someone has to do something not ask questions " Says jaime
" just stop asking questions and just listen " Says jaime
Eventually I left the school library. Soon enough it was 8th period. I texted Carter. I told Valerie thru text. I went outside once the final bell rung. So happy today was Friday.
" yo, little baker "
Fuck me.
" thought I'd catch you, you coming to my party this weekend?" Says Zach
" I don't know. I wouldn't know anyone there. Valerie doesn't go to parties " says jaime
" I'm pretty sure Carter might go . Cmon your like our favorite partier. Please " says Zach
" yea please little baker " Says Bryce , hand around Zach
I looked at valerie. She was blocked by other students. I was all by myself. I didn't do well with being by myself. With what I knew about bryce. I wanted to punch him in the dick.
" she's busy actually so you can bother someone else about it "
" ah ok ok " says Zach
" see you around " Says Zach , looking at jaime
I looked Carter. It was probably the first time seeing carter stand up for usually it filled with making fun of each other.
Valerie came over.
" wow. The jocks bitch grew balls finally " Says valerie
" shut the fuck up v " says carter
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FanfictionJaime baker lost her older sister to suicide. She doesn't understand why she did what she did. But it slowly changes when she is shipped a tapes that her sister made on why she killed herself. Jaime learns the truth about why. She learns about the...
