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we took the longer way home. We talked what was on the tape. When the list came out. It was a big deal.

" wait it was Alex who wrote the list?" Says valerie

" yes. But I think it's more than just the list. Why put her on best ass list if they didn't fuck. We gotta talk to Alex " says jaime

" how? He's always with Jock strap " Says valerie

We walked passed the store that sold beer and chocolate. I saw clay with Alex and all of them.

" you gotta be fucking kidding me" says jaime

Clay was with Alex. He was chugging a beer. He was with all of them. I looked at carter. We continued to walk. I saw Tony's car. I gave him a look .

" clay is listening to the tapes. He's asking to many questions. But we are gonna have to " says jaime

" please don't say it " says carter

" what " says valerie

" she's saying that we are gonna have to go to Zach's party just to get answers out of Alex . How do you expect we are going to get answers out of Alex he's not gonna break " Says carter

" rabbit, please tell me your not gonna plan something stupid " Says valerie

" of course not " says jaime

" I'm gonna plan something to get his attention " Says jaime

" I'm in " Says carter

" your really supporting this carter really?" Says valerie

" v, Alex knows the reason for why he wrote that on that list . And we aren't gonna get anywhere if he's with those what did you call them. Jock straps? Whatever. This is our only shot. I have faith jay" says carter

" you really have faith in me?" Says jaime

" yea " says carter

" ok fine. What's the plan rabbit " Says valerie

I smirked. Carter never had real faith in me. He showed he cared but he never admitted he had faith in me. Our thing was complicated. We acted like we were friends but we made insults. What would you call that? He had faith in me.

We finally made it home after we got home.

Valerie went home. So it was just me and carter slowly walking.

" so , later you gonna go through my door this time or my window?" Says jaime

" you'll never know " says carter

" so Um thanks for that back there . Even tho you didn't have to " says jaime

" are you kidding me? They were being dicks. Sometimes I don't even know why they do that . Pressure people to go. That's why I stopped going out to there parties " Says carter

" really? " says jaime

" yea " says carter

" why'd you even join the team anyways " Says jaime

" I wanted to join the team just to try out for a girl sadly but I couldn't get there attention. Being the water boy seemed like fun. Plus it wasn't as bad as it is now " says carter

" who was the girl " says jaime

" it was um Chloe . We dated but she liked a bryce after we dated so it was what it was . No one knew we went out " Says carter

" a cheerleader? That's-" says Jamie, chuckling

He gave me a look.

Oh he was being serious.

" unfortunate " Says jaime

" yea " says carter

" do you really have a good plan " says carter, facing jaime

" Aw loosing faith in me? " Says jaime

" not quite. Just want to be updated on the plan" Says carter

" you'll know when I know if you go through my door or not " Says jaime

" I see what you did " says carter

He stepped closer. He smirked.

" rabbit " says carter

" I pay attention to the little details well I heard your sister call you bunny a lot " Says carter

" see you later " Says carter

He walked away. I went on home.

Someone having faith in me? Why was that on my mind? Maybe I shocked someone believed in me. Once I got in the door. My mom was the only one home.

" hey your home " Says jaime's mom

" hey, um someone from school is having a party. Is it ok if I go ?" Says Jaime

" yea you deserve to have fun, who's going with you?" Says jaime's mom

" valerie and carter " Says jaime

She nodded. I went to my room. There was something in my room. It was a letter well a note. I looked at it. I opened it up.

I'm sorry.

I looked out the window. All I could think was , who was in my window? Better question who was in here?

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