BUT SHES, SINISTER | bill kaulitz

eleven

vivienne hair was done, and bills was currently dying. tom had successfully dyed a small dick underneath her hair. that was hidden unless you really look for it.

"why do you have so much hair bill" vivienne groaned, it had been an hour and she wasn't even done.

"he has a lot of big things" tom said laughing at the face vivienne had.

"tom don't make me kick you out again" she said in warning, tom was like a child and needed timeouts. which was nice as she got to hangout with bill by herself.

"tom leave" bill said before waving bye and tom rolled his eyes. he knew why bill wanted him to leave, so as he made eye contact with bill, he winked.

"you know i'm glad i met you viv" bill said watching vivienne through the mirror. she was a angel in his eyes, he was all he ever talked about when she wasn't there. she was beautiful, smart, funny, and everything. he loved the way she tried her best to talk to him whenever he was down, or try and help him at singing though she was fairly bad at it. he could talk about the things he loved about her for hours, though he felt bad. he was her best friend and here he was having a crush on her. though he knew she had attraction, it could just be attraction. though to him, it was a mad crush. everything she did made him fall even more, and at this rate he didn't know how long he could keep it under wraps.

"me too bill, i love you so much. i'm glad you kept by me even when i was a bitch" she smiled at him through the mirror, not missing the way a blush spread across his cheeks at the mention of her loving him. though unknowingly to vivienne, bill felt like the luckiest man on earth in that moment. though he didn't know how true to her words she was. vivienne loved bill, she loved his humor, the way he always waited for her, the way he brought her favorite fruit, and walked her to class and home when he could. he was truly a gentleman, he was exactly her type. and her attraction to him grew in the moments they were together without the group.

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bills hair was done and tom had left a few minutes ago after they all watched a movie together. bill had suggested to give vivienne his bed but she repeatedly disagreed and threatened to fight him if he kept pestering her to take it. so he gave up and brought her many pillows and blankets, giving her the big bean bag he had. it was big enough for her to sleep on, and as soon as her head hit the bean bag she was asleep. bill watched for a second, the peacefulness she presented filled the room. and he soon went to bed, not before muttering a goodnight.

vivienne woke up in the middle of the night from a nightmare. her parents had died right in front of her from one of her dads "enemies" or rather a agent from another country. her heart was pounding, she was on edge. she knew she couldn't go back to sleep, or even alone. she tiptoed to bill, before slightly shaking him. he jolted awake, looking around before landing his eyes on her.

"what's wrong?" he said taking in her scared expression. not before looking her up and down, her freshly dyed hair went pass her waist almost halfway to her butt. she wore short pajama shorts and a tank top. it was hot in the house, almost 70° inside without ac.

"i had a nightmare, could i lay in your bed if you don't mind?" she muttered, embarrassing at the thought she was having a nightmare at her age. specifically one that made her scared of anything around her.

"of course!" he said hurriedly, before grabbing her by her waist and pulling her inside the bed. he sat up against the wall, her next to him.

"can i lay down on your lap?" she whispered, she felt vulnerable. she felt as if she was in a dream then, she needed to be grounded before she went crazy.

"of course, what can i do to help?" he asked as she laid her head on his lap. his hands running through her hair. it was intimate, bill had dreamed of doing something like these to her. though never under the circumstances of a nightmare.

"whatever you want to" she whispered, his hands through her hair removing any previous thought of the nightmare gone. her eyes closed at the feeling, it was relaxing. his big hands brushing through her hair, massaging her head.

she didn't know why, maybe it was the moment. though she wanted to admit her feelings, her attraction, to put it out. she couldn't keep it in, it was like something she was about to puke out if she didn't say it soon.

"i really like you bill" she whispered, she felt his hand stop momentarily though he continued right after he noticed.

"i like you too viv, you're a great friend" bill replied, he didn't know what she meant. as a friend? as a guy? as a crush? what did she mean? he watched as she moved her head, her eyes now facing him.

"no, like as a crush. i like they way you make me feel. it's nothing i've ever experienced. i feel protected by you, whenever i'm by you i'm calm. i'm always on my toes anywhere else. though with you i'm calm, i can be in the moment. i like the way you wait for me, you know my favorite fruit. i don't know how to explain it... i just really like you" she expressed, it was hard to put in words of what she felt. she stared at him, maybe she shouldn't of said that? it was too soon, maybe she took her dads advice too serious of letting herself feel emotions.

"i like you too viv, i have since i laid my eyes on you" he replied after a while, he was in shock. she liked him? like the way he did, it was weird. he never thought she'd feel like that, to someone like him. he thought she would've liked someone strong, to protect her against anyone.

as they stared into each others eyes, bill leaned down, softly pressing his lips against vivienne's. she wrapped her arms around his neck, it was soft and slow. something she needed, she liked that about bill. he somehow knew everything she wanted, he wasn't aggressive or hard. he was like a pillow, soft and caring.

as their lips broke apart she dazed her eyes into his. it didn't feel real, this moment though if it was a dream, she'd want to live in it forever.