three weeks later
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hanbin 💆🏻♀️2:23 pm
yuri
????yuri
tell me what gunwook said isn't true.yuri
you're dating hao???yuri
from our fucking journalism class.yuri
wow, hanbin.yuri
for FIVE fucking months you guys have been dating???yuri
is that why you've been ignoring me??yuri
you're too busy fucking with someone elseyuri
i've been waiting for you for six months. longer than you ever waited. if anything you owe me an apology atp.yuri
you said i was wrong for being gone for TWO months, but you've been looking for someone else the whole time. dating someone immediately after i left?? seriously??yuri
i was the bad guy for being gone for two months and not communicating much but you can ignore me for seven?? oh okay!!!hanbin 💆🏻♀️
bae & i 🤞hanbin 💆🏻♀️
i don't owe you shit, yuri.hanbin
i told you i wasn't waiting.yuri
yea you took that pretty fucking literally getting with someone WEEKS after i left. you fucking asshole.yuri
i hate you so fucking much, hanbin. you were exactly like everyone else. you promised you would stay and left just like they did.yuri
i hope your boyfriend isn't expecting a grand commitment from youyuri
you'll just lead him on and leave him in the dust like you did to me. i hope he finds someone better than you honestly. you don't deserve shit.hanbin 💆🏻♀️
fuck you, yurihanbin 💆🏻♀️
you have no right to comment on my personal lifehanbin 💆🏻♀️
i won't apologize for finding someone who truly cared for me and didn't make me chase them for love and attention.hanbin 💆🏻♀️
you have no respect for those who care for you and that's why they leave you. simple as that.yuri
i don't know how i ever liked you.yuri
you were just pretending to be a nice guy when you were exactly what i thought you would be.yuri
you don't understand how you have ruined me in ways i didn't know were possible.hanbin 💆🏻♀️
please just stop messaging me.hanbin 💆🏻♀️
i'm happy for once and you have no right to take that away from meyuri
you took everything from me. i don't give a fuck if you think i'm bothering you i will make sure you understand just how much you have hurt me. all you are capable of is causing pain and suffering in others and i hope you live with that forever.hanbin 💆🏻♀️
FUCK OFF!hanbin 💆🏻♀️
i told you i was done with you and it's not my fault you don't respect that.hanbin 💆🏻♀️
i tried and tried and you never reciprocated. i loved you and you ran away.yuri
you didn't fucking love me. stop lying i'm beggingyuri
if you loved me you wouldn't have done any of this.yuri
i needed youhanbin 💆🏻♀️
I NEEDED YOU FIRSThanbin 💆🏻♀️
I DID EVERYTHING, YURI. EVERYTHING FOR YOU. I WAITED FOR YOU AND I SUPPORTED YOU AND YOU LEFT!!hanbin 💆🏻♀️
i loved you so much. every night it felt like my heart was breaking all over again. i could see your smile and smell your perfume every time i closed my eyes.hanbin 💆🏻♀️
but hao was there when i needed him. you weren't.
i can't help that i fell for him.hanbin 💆🏻♀️
and it especially hurts because i know if you had never left we would be together and i would be there every day for you. making sure you got to class, making you breakfast, and showering you in love even if you didn't reciprocate, but i respect myself more now. i know what i want and need now and i think you should find out what you need too. please.yuri
every night?? you mean for the two weeks before you moved on???yuri
and i know what i want and need.yuri
that's why i've been reaching out.yuri
you're all i wanted and needed. i thought that was pretty fucking clear, hanbin.hanbin 💆🏻♀️
i thought you hated me? see, yuri, you don't know what you want and i truly hope you figure it out.hanbin 💆🏻♀️
i can't leave everything behind again for you.
read 3:44 pm———————
author's note: happy pride month 😋🏳️🌈
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sweet escape [sung hanbin]
Fanfictionin which a girl messages a stranger to escape from her debilitating life. [mix of textfic + story]