Adventures of Tayley... #HayleyWilliams #TaylorYork

bittersweet birthdays... (part one)

June 2011

It's the year 2011, nearly six months after the farro brothers left Paramore and the rest of the band, especially Hayley and Taylor are still dealing with the aftermath of them leaving and also, they have been getting closer than ever before. When they met, it was them both and Zac who were closer between all of them and maybe it's the fact that they're the closest in age compared to the rest that are older than them or just that they were the ones that had the most stuff in common

But along the way Hayley lost connection to both Zac and Taylor and they kept being the best friends of the group and she spent most of her time with Josh anyways since they did dated. Also it's the fact that yes, Taylor wasn't officially a member of Paramore then but at this point was already touring with them and he has been around the entire time while making the albums, writing songs and music and just being around as a friend, but as friends they were losing its connection and when 2009 came around, they were all over the place in their personal lives pretending most days. They were friends but also they were bandmates and pretended a lot of their personal shit and their feelings to the outside and to the public but the reality it was that they were at odds, the band was at odds and their friendships was too.

They were changing as friends, as musicians, and as humans and every single one of them was going through something that was making them change and the band as a result. Hayley to start was in a very serious relationship with someone whom the rest of the guys were fans at first (well of the band) but knowing him in person and getting to know him as a human and how she was changing because of him and their relationship and it was becoming a thing inside their group, especially when it comes to her ex and opinions he has towards all of this and he was also in a very serious relantionship and had just become engaged...Taylor and Zac were always there for her and Josh even if she ignored the concerned looks and was just living her life when she wasn't with them and granted it was also becoming a reality that that free time was less and less frequent and that was a main thing in her and Zac's friendship getting lost along the way and same with hers and Taylor since he was closer to them; the Farros...Jeremy in all this was not fully in the mix since he was in a relantionship too but he was the oldest of them, but also at the same time it brought him and hayley closer behind the scenes when she was alone and the rest of the guys in their world and it was her and Jeremy or her by herself and when anyone else had some type of issue with Jeremy for how he acted or proffesionalism, etc.., she would defend him and that created issues between her and josh and the rest that Taylor brushed off the most until years later he couldn't anymore.

When Josh told them they were leaving; Zac kept quiet the entire time because he needed the break but was also in a internal battle with this but Josh is his brother and family comes first in his mind and also thought he didn't wanted any more family stuff put on his shoulders since they have been going through some bad shit, so he went along without fully knowing what was to happen next since he wanted to protect his family and left because of it but Josh didn't thought so and left Zac out of a lot of things and he handle everything himself and put Zac's name on it before he could fully agree to that statement or what came next Hayley took it the hardest obviusly because people were going after her and taking sides and was either her or Josh, no one else matter in this to the rest of the world according to her and to many people...Taylor took it hardest because he was the closest to Zac and his friendship with Hayley wasn't at it's best, so they had to have a talk about how things will turn out and it lead to them getting closer they've ever been a truly the best they've ever been as friends.

The biggest change was how they became a team in everything within and outside the band. He has always been great at writing music and hayley told him everytime she could and before he even took the leap of faith and do it himself since they were basically just the two of them creating music. Jeremy would show up and do stuff here and there but he was never a writer in the group and wasn't gonna start now. They thought he'd might be interesting in taking the task but they'd find out it was better to do it themselves and they did...it was them against the world...partners in crime as bandmates and as friends