Unknown Number || Kim Seungmin [ON HIATUS]

<11> • Anger. Hatred. Jealousy

Reji's POV:

"Dad," I sobbed, he was definitely drunk. How did he not remember his own child?

I was never good enough for him. It always felt like Junho was his only child. But I was his actual daughter. Junho was not even related to my dad.

"Hes not recovered as you can see Reji. Its fine," Junho said to try make me feel better, but it didn't help.

"Its been half a year Junho, He cant still be drinking pretending he has still not recovered from your mum's death," I snapped.

Junho's face dropped. I felt bad for him. He went through more pain than i did, but did he end up going to the bar and getting too drunk? No.

"Im sorry," I sighed squeezing his hand. He nodded like he understood.

"Its fine."

He steered my dad away who looked confused while watching us talk.

I unpacked my bags and tried getting ready to sleep as it was nearly midnight. But no matter how much i tried, i couldn't fall asleep.

1.00 am

2.00 am

3.00 am

I was staring at my clock hoping for sleep to devour me.

I hadn't had any sleep so far. My phone was thrown across my bed. The curtains were shut and it was getting a bit brighter. I sat down coming to the conclusion- I wont be having any sleep tonight.

They say crying helps you sleep.

But in my case it helps me get distracted and get no sleep at all. My stomach started cramping as I tossed and turned in my bed.

Life sucks, when did it not?

My alarm rung as I smacked it to shut it. I hadn't had any sleep like I guessed.

I wearily got ready, scared for today. I couldn't even chew my breakfast properly before rushing out of the door.

My heart started racing as I stood infront of an office door, Seungmin's office door. I swallowed down the lump in my throat ready to burst in. Well, knock first..

Fuck knocking, it's not like he would be doing anything weird in there right? Should I knock though? What if he is doing something and sees me so he stops..

I won't knock and I won't overthink.

I burst open the door, guilt, pain, jealousy took over me. I clenched my fists in anger, making my palms red. After realising who Seungmin was kissing, it felt like a knife stabbed my heart. I felt betrayed. Was it like this from since the start? Or maybe he was cheating on me and thats why he dumped me..

"Charlotte? So you were cheating on me too?" my voice came out as a waver.

Every thing seungmin said, came in one ear and came out the other, but I understand what he meant. My head started throbbing, dizziness took over me.

But I stood still. I stood standing there replying to every thing he said.

And then Charlotte spoke up for him. Aww love birds. I held in my anger, scared I was about to faint and simply left after saying an 'okay' before I would collapse in their face.

Anger. Hatred. Jealousy.

I was just about to make it to my car before I fainted. Everything went black.