Unknown Number || Kim Seungmin [ON HIATUS]

<8> • Hard to let go

Seungmin's POV:

Why was I crying? I never fucking liked her.

I watched her pack her bags, I sat there not knowing what to do. I wanted her to leave, but at the same time I wanted her to stay.

My mind went back to Charlotte. It was one or the other.

Reji slammed the door shut.

Shit how was she going to get back home?

I ran after her grabbing my car keys and shoes quickly. I didn't bother with a coat, even though it was raining.

I ran down the stairs hoping to find her.

"Reji!" I yelled. She stopped for a second but continued walking away.

I caught up with her and pulled her into my embrace. She struggled to get off my grip.

"Ba- Reji it's midnight, you shouldn't walk the streets, you could get kidnap-"

"Its not like you care!" Reji cut me off.

"Just because I don't like you doesn't mean I don't care anymore! You're leaving tomorrow, before I leave for work,"

I dragged her back to my apartment, her endless whines hurt my ears, but that is probably the last time I will hear her voice.. for now at least.

_-_-_

I wasn't able to sleep at all. I kept thinking about what I had gotten myself into.

My alarm started ringing and I was about to go into my bedroom to wake Reji. I chose to sleep on the sofa and let Reji have the bed to herself. I found her wide awake, sitting on the bed with her phone.

"I'll get ready then I can drop you off at your parents house, " I said. She nodded not looking at me once.

_-_-_

After I got ready, I grabbed my car keys, Reji waddling behind me.

It was painful seeing her leave. I nearly cried myself. My feelings for her grew everyday.

As usual I saw Charlotte sitting on my desk. She saw me and her face dropped.

"Are you okay?" She asked walking over to me.

"I broke up with her," I mumble. Charlotte gives me a sympathetic look before hugging me. Hard.

I melt into the hug and for some reason, I start crying. It was hard to digest the truth about Reji.

Charlotte held me tight, like she would never let go of me. I notice something on her hand. It was a bracelet I gave her when we were young, so that when we missed each other, we could wear it.

"You miss me all the time?" I chuckle a little playing with the little charm on the bracelet.

"Yes I do. I miss you all the time, whether you're with me or not," she deadpans.

A laugh a little and we stare into each others eyes for a bit too long.

"I love you," Charlotte whispered before trying to get out of my grasp. I held her firmly.

"Stay with me like this forever, i beg," I mutter resting my head on her shoulder, her hair felt freshly washed, soft and fluffy.. a little curly too. It was perfect.

I feel her getting goosebumps so I move back a bit, still not letting go of Charlotte's waist.

My eyes fall into her lips, she pulled them in seeing my eyes.

I look at her with a look only us two would understand.

Charlotte sighed, "Seungmin, give it time, get healed first.. you just broke up with her after all," she started, one hand of mine plays with the red strand of her hair while the other hugs her back.

"Seungmin, do you want me to help you feel better somehow? Like, I dunno give you a massage?" She laughs. Her giving me a massage? What a one-in-a-million opportunity.

I slowly shake my head, "No.. kiss me,"

My eyes traveled her face, jumping from each one of her four beauty marks.

Charlotte sighed, "Seungmin, N-"

I crashed my lips on to hers. Another tear escaped my eyes. Charlotte didn't do anything for a while but gave in soon later, kissing me back. I pulled her in closer than she was.

I wanted it to last so long, but we were cut of shortly.

"Charlotte? So you were cheating on me too?"

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A/N: I wont bother re-reading cuz I will cringe hard at the kiss scene, even though it (thankfully) wasn't detailed.

Charlotte gurl.. how lucky are you?

Sorry for randomly interrogating you 😅

I had something else to say.. Ah right.

Don't forget to help Charlotte reach 2k if you want her to do a face reveal teehee.

Oops don't think I was meant to say that 🙃. No one cares.

Look at me updating so frequently, I'm doing as much as I can until school starts.

Question:

What groups do you stan?

CIAO (Pls imma stop copying Charlotte)

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