Imagination| Cameron Dallas (Sequel)

Chapter 11

"I'm fine"

Autumns POV

I felt so betrayed. I would've expected this, with all the girls out there they are much prettier than me. Maybe it's my fault. Why did I have to walk in. I wish I would've never moved sometimes. Shawn came out of the bathroom. I could see his chest through Cams shirt because he had a bigger torso than Cameron.

"Little small" he chuckled and sat in the couch next to me. We had turned off all the electricity so we didn't have to pay the bill so all we had was our phones and what we had carrying on ourselves. Which involved small backpacks for the stay.

I had a portable charger and gum. There was no food. Ugh. I found a couple candles and lit them with matches I found in the drawer. I was kind of hard to see through out the house. I sat there thinking in the couch in silence while Shawn was looking through my moms wine pantry. I wanted to hug Cameron I wanted to kiss him but I hated him at the same time. I want to hurt him like he did to me. I don't want to be a slut either. I feel like I should be hanging out with a girl because they would probably understand more but Shawn took it okay. He was mad at Cam as well but not as much as me.

"I find vodka" Shawn laughed

"He was unfaithful anyway and aren't you a little too young" I laughed

"Hey, don't let it get to you, he made a huge mistake on his life. But again I would blame him. Sometimes when a man feels lonely they can't control their feelings."

"Should I forgive him?" I asked Shawn

"That's up to you" he said

"Maybe I was unfaithful?" I frowned

"How?" Shawn asked within an instant

"I mean I hug a lot of boys but that doesn't mean anything and onetime at a meet and greet a boy kissed my cheek." I said

"I dunno" Shawn said. His attention leaded towed the window and I heard knocking. Shawn startled but I signaled him to stay. I open the door to see Cameron drenched in rain it was still rain. I couldn't even look at him. I knew better than to look him in the eyes.

"You have 3 minutes" I crossed my arms.

"It meant nothing I swear." He said

"Who started it?" I back up as he tried to get closer.

"It was her I promise" he said

"What made you kiss back?" I asked. I wanted cry already.

"I didn't know what to feel, I didn't know you were out there with some other boy." He got on his knees.

"You don't think I felt that way, just fuck you Cameron all you do is hurt me." I said with that similar crying voice.

"I'm so sorry I never meant to hurt you. Whatever it takes I'll do anything. I just want to hold you I can't see you crying right now." he got closer to me. I did want him to hold me but I didn't want him to tell that I'm weak.

"Cameron we are not together anymore." I said

"You are nothing to me. I don't even want to be your friend" I added to make sure he's clear.

"I've been so blind that I've had something better and I've been feeling better because of him. It's not you Cameron." I scoffed. I could see the look of hurt through his eyes. I felt accomplished.

"I'm not leaving here until we are at least friends." He said

"Well you better go because you will stay here for a long time. Meanwhile go finished what you started with that girl" I scoffed. I opened the door.

"But I don't want to stay with her I want you." He said

"You lost me" I went back inside and just the door. I started to cry heavily. Shawn came and hugged me.

"FUCK" we hear Cameron yell from outside.

"Are you okay?" Shawn asked me.bi thought for a second then the tears came.

"No, I'm actually not" I broke down. Shawn opened his arms for a hug. I wrapped my arms around him. I had something better standing right in form today me I thought to myself. Why did me and Shawn have to break up? Yes, the tour but I stayed with Cameron while I was on tour now. Anyway I'm older than Shawn by a couple years I'm 18. I tried to think but all I did was do. (Haha that made no sense).

I
Kissed
Shawn...