|Chapter 17| Rated R

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Autumns POV

I realized where I was, What I was saying and What I was about to do. I was sitting in front of my Ex, giving in to my ex, and about to kiss my ex. I didn't know what to do. I sat right in front of him under the same covers. He licked his bottom lip. My heart wanted to kiss him but my brain kept reminding me of what he has done. I was so confused.

"Why am I here" I scrunched my eyebrows

"I need to go" I stood up off his bed in panic.

"Wait, what did I do?" He asked as if he did something wrong at the moment. The question made me hurt inside.

"I don't know" my bottom lip quivered. I exited his room almost crying. I was. Not going to give in to him. I went down his stairs and I was ready to walk out.

"Where are you going?" He asked

"I don't know. I just want to start over" I shrugged

"Start over with me then" he took my hand. I nodded my head no and looked to the ground

"I did not just go all the up to Washington for the girl I love then bring her back just to let her leave" he argued

"You don't love me" I breathed out and closed my eyes.

"Do I have to show you?" He asked lifting up my chin. I stood still as he looked into my eyes. He licked his lips once more and pulled me into his embrace then kissed me. My stomach fluttered. The best feeling came back to me. I closed my eyes. He released smallly to take a breath and pulled back in. He wrapped his arms around me tighter and kissed me with more passion. We both released. I looked into his somewhat lustfull eyes.

"Cameron I'm leaving LA we can't do this" I moved away from him

"I'm attending Yale" I added

"I can move in with you"

"Cameron you aren't my boyfriend"

"You know how incredibly sorry for what I did- it's stuck with me every fucking day. I just miss you more than ever. It's like when we first starting dating you're like this essential need that I crave"

"Cam-"

"Tell me you don't love me- Tell me you don't love me and I'll never speak to you again. If That's what you want." His voice cracked

"No- I uh" I choked

"I love you Cameron it's just-" He slightly smiled at the words

"Let me- us start over. Let's both move to New York"

"You're so confusing" I rubbed my head

"I just- I need time Cameron" I let out A frustrated sigh

"Why?" He asked impatiently

"You can't just drop every thing and move in with me"

"For you I will" Cameron walked toward me. I craved him badly. How the moonlight showed a nice complexion on his skin through the window. How his lips were softly waiting for mine again. I was trying to contain myself but I truly did want to "fuck" Cameron. My mood completely change. He did have a good point. He could move in with me in New York. Maybe I'd just loosen up and everything would be okay. My mother told me those similar words. I let out a deep breath

"Okay" I said just above a whisper. He seem startled. I bit my lip. He approached me just inches away from my body. He looked down my body. He placed my finger on my neck. He trailed it down my collar bone onto my chest. My breaths became shaky. He tugged at the V part of the shirt. He leaned in and kissed my neck. Kiss by kiss he trailed down my neck. I sucked in a small bit of air before he reconnected his lips back with mine. Our intense session somehow moved into the bathroom. He opened the drawer and pulled out a condom. He laid it on the counter. He softly grabbed the side of my neck and sucked on the other side.

"You're so beautiful" he breathed on my neck causing me to shiver. He bit his lip. He released. He pulled off my short sleeve shirt leaving me in my bra. Strange because I never wear my bra to sleep. He turned my body to the big mirror.

"Look in the mirror" he demanded. I hesitated for a second from how body shy I was. I saw a brown eyed almost naked 18 year old girl.

"You look so beautiful, I never tell you enough." He pulled a strand of hair behind my ear. I let out a sympathetic breath. He picked me up slightly and pulled down my pajama shorts leaving me in my undergarments. He took off his shirt.

"I want to make you feel good" He whispered rubbing my area through my underwear making me wet. He brought his hands to the edges of my underwear and slowly slid them down. He started to rub circles on my clit causing me to whimper.

"My turn" I smirked jumping off the counter and got on my knees. I pulled down his sweats along nicely with his briefs. His size popped out and stood straight up. He was really hard. I wrapped my hand around it and started to pump teasing him not adding mouth. He pulled my hair to the side. I stopped teasing and wrapped my lips around his thick member. Each time Cameron and me had sex I got better at sucking, I could feel it; There was less gagging. I release for a breath. He helped me up. Within a couple seconds be bent me over the counter.

"Spread your legs" he demanded and I obeyed. He slipped the condom on and pushed inside of me. Every thrust got quicker, and it became more pleasurable. I closed my eyes as he went deeper. Along came more pleasure/ pain.

"God, you feel so good Autumn" he moaned as I started to bounce back and forth on him. I stayed quiet trying to conceal my moans as a challenge. He playfully smacked my right butt cheek. I let out a small whimper. I let out a loud moan along with him as we both came at the same time. He pulled out and threw the condom away. We were breathless.

He brought me back up to kiss him. I gasped for air as he attacked my neck with a million hickeys. I kissed his lips once more before smiling widley.

"You have know idea how much I've missed that" Cameron breathed out

"I love you" he added

"I love you too" I replied. We both cleaned ourselves. I wore nothing but a bath robe. And Cameron wore his boxers. We both laid on the couch and fell asleep together.

Cameron's POV

It feels so good to have her back in my arms. Only I know that I pictured her face the whole time I was with that slut. Missing her is like being sick, yes lovesick. She's Like my blood, I need her to function right. I'd have to say, her body against mine is the best feeling ever. Better than any other feeling. She fell asleep practically naked in my arms. This girl could not get anymore beautiful it's physically impossible. I had my arm secure around her. I nuzzled my face into the back of her head. I soon fell sleep once again with the love of my life.

I
Knew
She
Was
Always
Mine.

Okay! That was a very short and dirty chapter. The book is almost over! 😭😭 but I have two new ones out! "I Dont Want You (Cameron Dallas)" and (Shawn Mendes) All The Strings Attatched". I'd love if you'd check them it. You can just click my profile :). Have a nice day/night.

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