Don't tell anyone (Hannibal Lecter x reader)

Sleep well angel

Y/n's POV:
My life was still the same. Shopping, cleaning, cooking... i was the perfect wife. Hannibal spoiled me, he was buying me nice expensive things and althought my days were still the same i finally felt that my life was perfect. That was until that day...

I remember that in the morning i went over for coffee to Allegra's and from that point it went all downhill. I sat at the table the mug with hot liquid infront of me as i was facing very personal questions from Allegra and her husband. I wanted to leave but they insisted on me staying and promissed they'll stop with the questions. It doesn't came to my mind that they only stopped because they got what they wanted. Meanwhile Hannibal was at home going crazy over where am i. When i got home he instantly came towards me and yanked me by my wrist "Where the hell have you been?" He said in a low angry voice. "I was at Allegra Pazzi's for coffee" i said. I saw the flame in his eyes "Listen to me now darling" he said "You will not try to talk to them ever again... do you understand?" He was angry..."They are dangerous for us...wouldn't want to blow our cover would we?" He told me. I freed my wrist from his grasp and went to change, Hannibal hot on my heels. I handed him every piece of clothing and he nicely folded it on the bed. I changed into a long white nigthgown. I looked in the big mirror and admired myself. "You look like an angel my love" Hannibal mused as he stood behind me his hands on my waist.
"Hannibal i have something to ask you" i said as he started to trail kisses down my neck. "What is it my love" he asked as he continoued in his actions. "You killed all those people...to eat them. Why?" He stopped. "Have you ever thought about killing me?" I asked him. "No, never" i turned to him. "Why?" I asked him my voice so quiet it almost sounded as a whisper. "Who made you like this?" There was silence. Then his hands fell from my waist and he moved towards the bed and sat on the edge. "Remember Misha?" He asked. I stayed silent. "I always protected her, cared for her. She was just an innocent little girl" i was still standing in the centre of the room being silent. "When i was young, my sister and i were captured. After a months of starvation they-".... He took a breath, i could tell that this was hard for him to say..."they killed Mischa and ate her, part of her remains were fed to me" He said. I froze not knowing what to say. He looked at me with tears in his eyes. "This is why i would not kill you. Because you and Mischa were the only two people in the world that loved me, that I can love. When i first met you, i made my mind that i want you by my side, to love me. I made a promise to myself that i will protect you, love you and that i will be there for you. I wouldn't let something like happened to Mischa happen to you" My eyes started watering and i said "Do you know, how i felt when i discovered that you are the killer that we are trying to find? How i felt when i realized you have been feeding me human remains the whole time?" I said "Darling i kn-" "No, you don't know Hannibal, i spent nights crying, when i was locked up in the mental institucion, waiting for you to come and save me. But you never came, and then you come to my house and take me like some object" i said... "My love i did this for us. I know you still love me, please understand" he said back. "I do still love you, even if its hard to, but i don't know if i can do this" i said turning my face away from him. He got off the bed and strode towards me "Y/n i love you, i love you with all my heart" he got on his knees holding my sleeve while crying. "I am on my knees for you, i will kill for you, i am your slave. Please don't leave me, i can't do this alone" he was holding the fabric of my nightgown, burrying his face in my stomach. I gave in and put my hands in his hair. I sighed as i realized i will never stop loving this man, even if i tried i just can't "I will stay with you Hannibal" I said, needing him by my side now more than ever. When i discovered that i am pregnant two weeks ago, i debated whether to tell Hannibal or not, But i decided to keep it to myself...just for now.

*unedited*