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Hannibal's POV:
All that was almost 5 months ago. As i sat at my table in my cell i was thinking of her. My Y/n... Oh what have i done. I was so selfish that i killed her, i wanted nobody else to have her But me. And now i have lost her, i have lost everything now that i don't have my beautiful angel. A tear escaped my eye and fell on the drawing that i did of her. How i miss her. I would give anything to just hold her one more time. The door to the room opened and in stepped no one other than Frederick Chilton. I don't like that guy even a slightest bit. He shut the door and looked at me. After a while he spoke up..."Someone is here to see you Dr. Lecter" Then he turned around and went out of the room. It is Will or Jack again, probably wanting to confront me about the fact that i killed Y/n again. But that's when i heard the sound of heels clacking across the floor. Suddenly the door opened and in stepped the one person that i least expected to see today. With a couple of small steps , there infront of me stood my love, dressed in white flowy blouse and skirt, looking as pure and angelic as a woman can look. I couldn't believe it, she was actually here, looking at me. After i saw her lifeless body on our bed that night i tought i will never see her again. I fell to the ground and could not bring myself to look into her eyes, those eyes that once held so much love for me and now all you see in them is pain. As i kneeled behind the glass i heard a quiet "Hello dr. Lecter" My heart hurt badly when she didn't call me by my first name. The whole time i stared at the floor. "Y/n my love i-"..."I just came to tell you what i wanted to tell you that night, it would be selfish of me not to tell you" She told me with a shaky voice. Then she rolled up her blouse just enough to show a big wound on her abdomen "When you did....that..." her voice cracked a bit "You did not only kill me, you killed both of us" she said with teary eyes "Darling i kno-" "No!" she raised her voice immediately regretting it as a pain seemingly sprang through her body. She shut her eyes tightly and repeated herself again, now more calmly "No...you don't know Hannibal" she said. "When i said you killed both of us i didn't mean you and me, i mean me and our baby" she said... "My love what are...."....."I was pregnant Hannibal" she said with tears running down her face. I looked up at her. "I planned on tellin you, But then you ..." she was now sobbing "When i finaly got to the hospital and they tried to save me, they couldn't save my baby" she touched her wound "Now the wound on my belly is the only thing that will remind me of my baby" she said the last part with rage. I looked into her eyes "I'm so sorry" i said with my own tears escaping. "Being sorry wont fix anything" she said with hatred. "It was my baby too" I raised my voice. She looked at me taken aback. "It was not from the moment you pierced a knife thru my stomach!"
She yelled. "I WAS TRYING TO SAVE YOU" i yelled back at her. She flinched and seconds after the security got into the room. "You are so selfish Dr. Lecter. I don't know how i was ever capable of loving you" and then, without a goodbye, she turned around and walked out of the room. I broke down sobbing. Not only i killed our love, But i killed our child too. Never in my life before have i killed a child... they don't deserve that.... Yet i killed my own.
That is when i decided that i can't live without my Y/n, i will make it up to her...somehow

No one's POV:
She thought she would never see him again. But eventually her past was getting to her faster with every moment...
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Hello guys.
Soo this might be the last chapter of this book. I'm thinking whether to do a sequel or continue on this book, please help me decide.
Anyways i hope you liked it and thank you for all the votes and comments you guys are leaving, you all are so sweet.
Love y'all!
~Rosie<3

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