Don't tell anyone (Hannibal Lecter x reader)

What have i done?

Guys no smut again sorry...i don't simply feel comfortable with writing it yet, i'm making a sequel of this book tho, and i really really hope i should be able to write some. Also i t don't go well w this chapter, i hope u understand. Thank you.

....What have i done?....

..."put your hands where i can see them!"....

..."where is she?!"...

...There is so much blood, why is there so much blood? Where is Hannibal? HANNIBAL!...

Two days ago:

Will's POV:
After Hannibal disappeared from Baltimore everyone knew that he is the killer. The worst thing is that he took Y/n with him. Sweet little Y/n. After Renaldo Pazzi called us with the informations that Hannibal is in Italy we acted on it immediately. So we took a little trip to Florence. I took my time to observe and that was when i saw her. I spotted her walking down the street from the farmer's market with some flowers. She was dressed in elegant and expensive looking beige dress. She was glowing. I couldn't resist i need to talk to her. I made my way over to her. I know this is dumb decision she could tell him. So i just came a bit closer and observed her. Her big eyes looked over the whole street.

Y/n's POV:
I was on my way home when i felt eyes on me. I stopped in my tracs and looked over the whole street. I was about to give it up and continue in my walk home when i catched a glimpse of someone. Dark curls and worn out flanel shirt. It looked like...Will... i sped up towards where Hannibal works. I must tell him. I can't let anyone ruin our lives, he told me to tell him when something happens...i must. When i arrived to Hannibal's workplace i saw him standing there reading some book. "Hannibal" i called out. He turned to me "Hello love, what is the matter?" I stepped closer to him. "I think i saw Will" i looked up at him. The fear in his eyes was obvious. I wrapped my arms around his waist and pressed my cheek on his chest "I'm scared Hannibal" i whispered. He squeezed me more. "Don't worry darling, nothing will happen to us, i'll make sure of that" he told me. "Oh you really think so?" Someone said. From behind the corner stepped Renaldo Pazzi. "You really think that you are safe?" He asked. We turned towards him and Hannibal stepped infront of me in a protecting way. "Inspektor Pazzi, what a lovely surprise, how can i help you?" Hannibal asked with an unsettling smile. "Hello Dr.Fell or should i say Dr. Lecter? "  Pazzi said with a triumphant smirk. "I think you want to get out of this room now darling" said Hannibal. Pazzi came closer to me "Oh i don't think so, let her see what her love is really like" "Y/n get out now" i didn't hesitate and i went straight for the door. I went down the stairs and tried to find a place to hide.I ran out on the balcony and thats  when i saw Hannibal throwing Pazzi out of the window a rope around his neck. When Renaldo nearly hit the ground the rope created a tension and his insides fell out on the concrete under him. Hannibal looked down on someone, i tried to see who was there... it was Jack. Hannibal dissapeared from the window and i assume he went to find me.
I heard some footsteps and i tried to hide, thankfully it was Hannibal. He found me crying in the corner. "My love come here" i stepped closer to him and he wrapped his arms around my waist. "I know that i must be a monster in your eyes, But i did this for us, do you understand?" He said and looked into my eyes. "Hannibal i promised i wouldn't leave you" i said to him quietly and we went off to our home. "Was that Jack down there?" I asked "yes it was dear, don't worry, we are going to be just fine" he said, but i can tell that he is planning something, and its something horrible. When we arrived home he started a bath for us. I got undressed and got into the tub and sat between his legs. I laid my head onto  his chest. "I love you Y/n" he said... "i know you might not be able to love me after everything, but i love you with my whole heart"... "as messed up as it might sound, i love you too Hannibal, you are my one and only true love, and i will never again love someone, like i love you" i said to him as i turned to face him. He looked into my eyes deeply. He slowly closed the gap between us and kissed me deeply. After our bath he helped me get dressed into my white nightgown. I looked into his eyes, there was something dark behind them, something i didn't like. We had dinner, i had salad, i still am not able to trust anything that Hannibal cooks that has meat in it. We talked then, and talked and talked... about what are we gonna do, what we want in future. The whole time i can see the worry behind his eyes, as if he knew something that i did not. After our dinner we went to our shared bedroom to get ready for sleep. Hannibal was in the bathroom and i stood in the middle of the bedroom debating whether to tell Hannibal that i am pregnant or not. When i turned around i was met with a dark pair of eyes staring into mine. "Hannibal, honey you scared me" i said "You truly look like an angel my love" He said. "Come here" he opened his arms wanting to hug me, Oh how stupid i was. I stepped forward hugging him, that was when i felt a horrible pain in my abdomen, i looked down to see Hannibal holding a knife that was pierced thru my skin. I brang my teary eyes up to his own and searched his face, he looked at me absolutely without single emotion. "How could you Hannibal" i said to him with low shaky voice. He still said nothing and just stared into my eyes. I tried to scream But i was to weak. "Hannibal" i said weakly. That was the last thing i said before my eyes closed and blackness sureounded me completely.

Hannibal's POV:
What have i done?... i picked Y/n up bridal style and layed her on our bed. Her blood seeping through the white nightgown she was wearing stained our bedsheets. I realized what i have done and started to panic. I was running through the apartament trying to find anything that can help. I collected some cloths and ran back to the bedroom. I got on the bed and pressed the cloth onto Y/n's wound. I knew it was too late. Tears started to fall from my eyes. I hugged her body "My love what have i done" i was so stupid to even think of doing that. I was so afraid i may have to lose her and i got scared. I killed my love. I started sobbing. Clutching her nightgown in my hands and soaking her hair in my tears. I realized that now i am lost without her. I looked at her face, her tear- stained cheeks. She was pale.How could i have done that to such a pure being. She was the complete opposite of me, such a pure loving soul. She was capable of loving me, yet i ruined my one and only happinnes. I kissed her forehead and got up from the bed, tears still running from my eyes. I started walking around our "home". It didn't bother me a bit that my clothes were still soaked in blood. I picked up a photo, it was me and Y/n when she took me to the theme park. I hated every minute of it, But she loved it, so i was happy too. I was staring at the photo for god knows how long before i heard a knock on my door. "I knew you would come. The door is open" i said a bit loudly. I heard the front door open and a couple of steps following. "Put your hands where i can see them!" I put my hand above my head and slowly turned around to see Will, Jack and couple of another FBI agents. Upon seeing me covered in blood they seemingly got scared. "Where is she?!" Will asked with panicked tone. I nodded towards the bedroom and he sped towards it. "We'll need a medic" i heard after couple of moments. "On the way!" Jack yelled back not breathing eye contact with me. After the medics came in, Will got back into the room where we were. "How could you Hannibal, she was innocent!" Will told me "You are a Doctor for fucks sake, why didn't you help her after you realized what you have done" He almost yelled. I looked him in the eyes "I knew you loved her to, eventually i figured out if i can't have her, no one can't" I said just to piss him of. He launched at me but Jack stopped him. I was then led to a police car in cuffs. I saw them wheel Y/n out of the building still unconcious. I stopped dead in my tracks and was staring at her. I was pushed into the car but not before i said last goodbye to my one and only true love. I kissed the ring she gifted me as a tear ran down my cheek. "Thank you my love".

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