AYSHA'S ROOM'S (Fagen Nishaɗi da Holewa)

malamin mata

.Wohoho jama'a!!! "wai ma tukunna ina kuka baro min malamin
mata" ya samu matan mutane, zawarawa da yan'mata kawai
sai bula gindinsu yakeyi da kacoyarsa, indai kikazo wurinsa da
wuya baiyi miki tarko sanadin ya tsoma burarsa cikin durinki
ba ya dangwalo lagwadar dake tattare cikin durinki.
Yau take litinin, hashimu malamin mata yana gida a zaune yau
kam kamar wanda aka korarwa kwastomominsa, babu wacce
tazo wurinsa tace ci kanka, yana nan zaune ya hakince cikin
zaure yasha wata uwar babbar riga daga ciki kuma burarsa ce
take kokarin yaga wando. Yau dai da wata zazzafar sha'awa
hashimu ya tashi to bayan ya gama dukkanin aiyukansa na gida
da dan abinda ba'a rasa ba, sai kuma ya shigo zaure ya
hakince yana jiran a kawo masa abinci yaci tukunna ko wata
mai sa'ar zatazo domin ya samu ya tsoma burarsa cikin
durinta koya samu salama cikin wandonsa.
Amma kamar wanda aka jefe haka yayi ta zama har azahar
babu wacce tazo wurinsa balle ace wata bukata ce ta kawota,
kai hashimu fa gari yayi gari, nan yaji gaba daya duk duniyar
nan indai ba duri yaci ba to babu zaman lafiya a wurinsa
"amma saboda kowa na ganinsa malami shi yasa bazashi
kwartanci ba".
Kai gari fa yayi zafi iya zafi hashimu tun yana saka ran wata
zata kawo masa ziyara yaci gindi har yamma tayi shiru kakeji
kamar maye yaci shirwa 'karan-uwa yau fa kwarankwatsa ta
baci' hashimu ya fadi a fili lokacin daya duba agogon dake
makale bisa hannunsa yaga yamma har tayi masa yana zaune
wuri daya sai kace dutse, hashimu daya ga yamma tayi gashi
babu wata sabuwar kwastoma wacce zata bude masa duri yaci
sai kuma yayi lamo dashi cikin zaure ya buga wani shegen
tagumi 'tagumin uwar diya' shi hashimu yayi, kaciyarsa saboda
tsabar mikewar da tayi har wani launin jajawur zagayen kanta
yake komawa saboda tsabar gogar saman wandonsa da
kaciyar takeyi.
Shi kuma hashimu yanzu yanda ya dandana durin mata
dayawa gani yake ya tsaya shafa kaciyarsa harya kawo ma
wani babban aikin ne gwara yayi hakuri wata ta tsotse masa ita
da dai shidin dakansa ya shafa kaciyarsa har ya kawo.
Yunwa dai kam mai sun yunwa babu ita jikin hashimu amma fa
indai akace maka sha'awa ita kam tana nan yau tayi shimfida
tayi malelekuwa tayi kane-kane cikin mararsa, jira yake wata
mai sa'ar tazo ya caccaki durinta yadda yakeso. Zaune yake
cikin zauren kofar gidan daga kofar kuma bakin "labule" ne
wanda duk tseguminka da iya lekenka baka isa ganin waye a
cikin zauren ba balle har ka samu damar talla dashi da kuma
abinda yake aikatawa.
Ran hashimu ranar in yayi dubu to aradu ya baci, "saboda
tsabar takaici idanunsa har kadawa sukayi zuware koraye ga
masifaffiyar sha'awa na damunsa abubuwa duk sun hadu sun
hade masa sunyi masa yawa". Lokaci na tafiya har wajen
magriba amma wayam babu alamar wata zatazo wurin
hashimu, yana zaune yana tunanin inama kulu zatazo daya dan
jika jelarsa cikin durinta ya shafa tattausan duwaiwanta ya dan
tsotsi nononta amma har duhu ya farayi babu kowa babu
labarinsa.
Tuni zuciyarsa ta fara raya masa akan yau fa zai dan zagaya
kwartanci daman an kwana biyu ba'a haduba yadda burar nan
tasa take masa zafi cikin wando gani yake in ya kara wasu
awanni batare daya tsoma kaciyarsa cikin ramin gindi ba
mararsa zata fasewa tai bindiga jelarsa zata iya tsinkewa ta
fice daga jikinsa saboda tsabar sha'awa.
Bisa dole ya tashi daga zauren da yake zaune ya rufeshi ya
shiga gida, shigarsa gida ya tararda mutan gida kowa na
sha'anin gabansa, haushine ya kama hashimu don haka bai
yiwa kowa magana ba ya wuce dakinsa dake gefe daban ya
bude kofa ya shige ciki. Yana shiga ya fada kan luntsumemiyar
katifarsa yana nunfashi sama sama domin shi kadai yasan irin
jarfar dake zaune cikin mararsa tana rugugi kamar
mayunwaciyar damisa.
Tashi yayi ya tube kayan jikinsa yaje yayi wanka sannam ya
sauya kaya "koda a cikin bandaki hashimu yana kallon jelarsa
yadda take a mike kamar rodi amma hakan baisa ya tausaya
mata yayi wasa da itaba ko zata kwanta". Wannan karon
doguwar riga hashimu ya saka sai kuma wando sai wata yar
karamar hula daya makala. Fita yayi waje wurin abokansa nan
suka sha fira har dare ya raba sannan kowa ya watse.Hashimu
daga wurin babu inda yaje kai tsaye tashi yayi ya nufi wani gida
wanda ya samu labari wurin abokanansa ai megidan yayi tafiya
yabar wata zukekiya falleliya sankaceciya tsaleliyar mace yar
duma duma kyakkyawa mai kayan ruwa ita kadai take zaune a
gidan.
Hashimu kam yau ya kudiri niyyar zuwa kwartanci wannan
gidan koya huce gajiyarsa akan wannan mata in kuma sa'a
bata samu ba gobe duk wace ta fara zuwa wurinsa kafin ta
fara bayanin matsalarta saiya bula ramin gindinta da jelarsa
tukunna. Megidan dai sunansa sabo yana da rufin asiri sosai
da sosai amma saboda tsabar son sai yayi kudi yasa ya tafi
cirani yabar matarsa nan gida tana zaune gaho tana jiran
dawowarsa yau a lissafi watansa biyar baya gida.
Matar gidan sunanta hinde, macece mai kirki ga fara'a
kyakkyawa da ita ta gaban kwatance duk inda mutum yake
neman mace tabbas hinde ta cika mace. Tana da kira mai
daukar hankalin dukkanin wanda ya kalleta yayinda take tafiya
ko kuma ta tsaya gabansa, muddin jelarka na motsawa indai
kayi ido hudu da hinde zakaji jelarka na kokarin mikewa kaji ta
gama tafiya dakai karankatakab. Duk lokacin da hinde tayiwa
mutum murmushi sai yaga kamar wata sarauniya ke masa
murmushi yayin da kuma tayi dariya hakoranta suka bayyana
bakinta ya fara motsi tana magana da wani daga nesa sai kaga
kamar bakintabne yake ce maka *I love you* dan saurayi, irin
shafe din apple ne da bakinta
Duk wani shafe da da namiji ke bukata a jikin mace hindu ta
hadashi idan ka tafi bangaren manyan nonuwa akwaisu jikin
hindu, siraran labba masu dadin tsotsa, dogon hanci mai tsini
kamar tsinin biro, shafaffen ciki kamar bata cin abinci, faffadan
kwankwaso wanda ya bada alamar love . kyakkaywar fuska
mai daukar hankalo. Kai duk inda kake neman zazzafar mace
hindu takai wannan matsayin.
Bangaren hindu tun tana hakuri da sha'awar dake damunta ta
tsawon wajen wata biyar har ta fara kosawa, zaune take
dakinta tayi tagumi a bakin gado tana Allah wadai da son kai
irin na maijinta 'gashi ya barta da sha'awa mai karfi ta tsawon
wajen wata biyar yaki ya dawo gida ya kwakwule mata gindi da
burarsa kotaji sauki" tabbas wannan miji nata ya cika
azzalumin namiji. Hindu ganin babu wata mafita yasa ta fara
tunanin inama kwarto zaizo gidan nan nata datafi kowa farin
ciki kuma bude masa duri zatayi yaci iya cinsa yadda kowa zai
gamsu. tana nan zaune harta fata gyangyadi barci nadan
daukarta tana tunani a haka har barci ya dauketa a zaune ta
fada kan gadonta ta soma mun-shari.
Hashimu sai daya je gidan sabo cikin daren nan ya gama
karewa gidan kallo tukkunna ya duba yaga hanyar dazata fi
sauki wurin tsallaka katangar gidan da kuma hanyar guduwa in
case of cases koda kuwa an samu matsala matar gidan tayi
masa ihu bayan ya gama sassankama mata jela, kana kuma
sai daya duba inda zaibi idan aka tasoshi, daya tabbatar ya
gama duba komai sannan ya juya ya koma gida, yana zuwa ya
rufo gidansu ko sakata baisawa kofar ba saboda zai fita idan
sau ya dauke dare yadan tsala, yana zuwa dakinsa ya wuce ya
sauya kaya zuwa wadansu riga da wando na support saboda
saukin sabule wando yayinda zai afkawa wacce zaije cin
gindinta. Burarsa kuwa kamar wanda aka dasawa rodi a mara
haka take turo wandon nan, hashimu ya dauki wani dan kyalle
saboda rufe daga bakinsa zuwa hancinsa kana ya kwanta bisa
katifarsa yana jiran dare yatsala ya tafi kwartanci gidan sabo,
shegiyar bura banda harbin iska cikin wando babu abinda take
kamar wani ingarman doki
"Dare yayi dare" sunan wata waka kenan wai dare marufar asiri,
gaba da gaba dai 'wakar babangida mai gurmi kenan'.
Yayinda sahu ya dauke bakajin sautin komai shiru kakeji
alamar kowa yayi barci, hashimu ne zaune cikin dakinsa ya
dauki fitila ya duba agogon dake hannunsa yaga karfe daya na
dare sannan ya kashe fitilar, dan kyallen nan ya dauka ya daure
bakinsa da hancinsa ta baya yadda idamunsa kawai za'a
sheda, wani dan flat takalmi ya saka sarke saboda gudu, kana
ta mike tsaye burarsa na turo wandonsa tana doro kamar
"eriyar tsohuwar rediyo".
A hankali ya bude kofar dakinsa ya fice yana sando har ya bar
gidansu, kai tsaye gidan sabo ya nufa, yana tafe yana sauri
saboda kar wani ya ganshi "dayake akwai yan patrol a garin
nasu irin yan agaji din nan masu yiwa mutane masu yin yawon
dare duka da sanda" tafiya ance sannu sannu kwana nesa, can
saiga hashimu a gindin katangar gidan sabo, sai daya leka
gabas da yamma kudu da arewa ya tabbatar babu kowa kana
ya kama katanga ya dare ta cikin mika daya sai gashi akan
katanga ya samu damar hawa, a hankali ya dirga cikin gidan
yana dirga ya fara dube dube. "Shi tun da yake bai taba zuwa
gidan sabo ba sai yau".
Hashimu karasawa yayi tsakar gidan ya tsaya kerere dashi
yana kallon dakunan biyu na gidan yana nazarinsu cikin
kwakwalwarsa, bayan ya gama nan take yasa hannu yaja
wandon yan kwallon dake jikinsa kasa "abinka wandon yan ball
me santsi ga". wando ya sauka bisa kafafunsa, mikakkiyar
sandar burarsa ta bayyana kikam da ita har wani sama da kasa
take sbd tsabar matsuwar da tayi ta ratsa duri.
Hannu yasa ya damki sandar burarsa ya shafata ya murza
kanta ya lumshe idanu jin wani dadi nadan shiga jikinsa, ganin
in yaci gaba da shafa burarsa cikin daren nan zai iya kawowa
baici duri ba yasa yayi saurin shika burarsa "cire wandon yayi
gaba daya ya sakaleshi a kafadarsa, kana ya tube rigar daya
sako nan take ya tsaya zigidir dashi zungureriyar burarsa a
mike tana kallon dakin hindu". Sakale rigar itama yayi a
kafadarsa, dagashi sai kyallen daya rufe bakinsa da hancinsa
sai takalmi nai.
A hankali yake takawa harya karasa bakin kofar dakin taba
kyauren kofar yayi yajishi a bude cikin sando ya tura kyauren a
hankali ya tura kansa cikin dakin.
Saboda duhun dakin yasa hashimu bai fiye ganin komai ba
abinka da dakin matashiyar mace. komawa yayi waje ya bude
dakin gaba daya hasken farin wata yadan shigo kana hashimu
ya samu ganin hindu dake kwance bisa gadonta tana sharara
barci hankalinta kwance 'kirjinta sai sama da kasa yake
nononta suna doro sama suna kasa' hashimu ganin yadda
nonon hindu yake ya matukar bashi sha'awa inama ya samu ya
tsotseshi, kai kai kai dadi.
ajiye rigarsa da wandonsa yayi gefe ya karasa gadon da hindu
ke barci, "akan bayanta hindu take kwance' kafafunta a ware, a
hankali hashimu yaje bakin gadon ya hau kansa ya zauna bisa
guiwoyinsa gab da hindu. Hannunsa na kyarma ya soma jan
zanen dake jikin hindu 'gabansa na faduwa bum bum bum
burarsa na kara mikewa'. cikin sa'a ya yaye zanen hindu ya
budeshi, ai kuwa yayi wata mirginawa sai gashi a tsakiyar
cinyar hindu daga ita sai pant, burarsa dake mike ya kama ya
daidaici kofar durin hindi ya turata ciki a makaifa saiji yayi
burarsa ta matsar da pant din ta nutse cikin ramin gindi mai
masifar matsi.......