Wenclair

threats

TW :: SWEARING/CURSING, ANGST CHAPTER, DEATH THREATS,
ATTEMPTED SUICIDE AND SELF HARM

wednesday's pov ::

*2 days after enid's heat ended for the month*

*night time* *9:35 pm* *wednesday and enid's dorm*

unknown

unknown  :: hmm, seems like you didn't obey me, addams.

unknown  :: i guess i would have to kill you too then. along with bianca.

unknown :: in case your wondering why bianca is also included.

unknown  :: she's in a relationship with yoko and divina so i would have to kill her aswell

unknown :: why did you stop cutting yourself?

unknown :: oh right you wouldn't want enid to see you so vulnerable

unknown :: if they die soon it's gonna be. ALL YOUR FAULT

unknown :: cmon can't you see? they all hate you because your the reason they're gonna die!

unknown :: so cmon give it up. and DO IT. i know you want to

unknown  :: and you should know what i mean by "DO IT"

unknown ::  no one loves you, you should have killed yourself a long time ago. because i know you do want to do it, but your poor little soul is living for the enid sinclair

unknown :: here's a hint of who i am.

unknown :: we are two people.

*end of text*

the words "they all hate you", "do it" "no one loves you" had all gotten to my head. i cannot stop thinking about it. two people? and what if i am the reason they are gonna die? no. i am the reason. i should just do it. my thoughts got cut off by cara mia

"wens! hello? earth to wednesday!" cara mia said taking me out of my thoughts

"huh? yeah?!" i said not realizing i was yelling

"oh sorry" i apologized

"it's okay, but are you okay? who is texting you so much? is it xavier?" she said questioning me all three questions in a row

"yeah i'm okay, it was no one, no. it's not xavier" i answered

"oh alright" cara mia said softly

"i'm gonna use the bathroom" i said getting of the bed and taking my phone with

*in the bathroom*

i keep reading the text over and over again thinking if i should do it. later i made my decision. i should do it. i opened the mirror where leads to a cupboard of stuff sitting on it and took out the knife i used to use for self harm. tears started running my cheeks. i brought the knife up to my neck but deciding to cut before i do it. i roll up my sleeves revealing the slightly visible scars from before. i dig the knife deep in my arms on the old scars making them fresh cuts again. i do it for all 5 of them. blood was pouring out of the cuts faster and much more than i had expected. it was burning a lot considering that they were cut on the same spot twice.