Ocean eyes... |Sanegiyuu

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Giyuu POV:

All I could feel was pain in that moment I passed but I only remember a little bit. Why do they hate me so much? Whatever its my fault for being useless and weak anyway.

I had the worst headache ever everything hurt and I still feel woozy from that injection. I had a scar on my cheek with a stream of blood coming from it. I stood up slowly I had to endure the pain so I could get home.

I just wish I was dead already I'm sick and tired of living. My life and my whole existence Is meaningless.

3rd Person:

Giyuu slowly but surely limped his way to his estate. Once he got there he opened the door and stumbled to his bathroom. He grabbed a bottle of pain killers and poured a handful in his hand. He was hoping to kill him self with it.

He went to the kitchen for water then walked back to his bathroom he didn't want any kakushi interrupting so he locked the door behind him. He sat down on the cold hard floor and gulped down a intense amount of pills with water.

He could feel his body heating up as the toxins filled his body his vision faded from him by the second soon enough he collapsed on the floor with his eyes closed.

A few hours Giyuu woke up with a little light beamed in his eyes he squinted his eyes as he slowly sat up. He was met by the master as he sat up in his bed. The master didn't have a happy expression on his face more dem and sad.

Giyuu wasn't smiling either though he thought that was the end but he thought wrong. "Master..?" Giyuu gave him a confused look as he could see the master fully now.

"Giyuu... What happened why did you try to end your own life." Master said with a soft but firm tone.

"My life means nothing master, it's best if I just leave this world" Giyuu said as tears pricked in his eyes. He felt worthless in this moment.

"Your life means something Giyuu. Don't ever think it's meaningless and worthless you matter just like everyone else."

Giyuu's eyes widen when he heard the masters words. The master's face got gloomy again when he looked at Giyuu's face. "What happened to your face child" Giyuu put his hand on the scar it had bandages on it as well as his arms. They had fresh bandages on them which means the master found out about what he was doing.

"It- it was only a cat master..." The master gave him a stare. He wasn't buying what Giyuu told him at all. He wanted to know the real truth.

"A cat can't give a scar like that" Giyuu was also unsure what actually happened but he knew it was the other Hashira from that night.

"Is there something your not telling me Tomioka?" Giyuu didn't know what to say this is the longest he's ever conversed with someone and he had nothing to say anymore so he just stayed silent with his head down.

Giyuu wanted to disappear and never talk about this again. Giyuu felt his stomach go in a whole bunch of different ways he felt like he was gonna die. The master handed him a bag to throw up in.

He felt better after throwing up. "Giyuu I will let you return to your estate but I'll put you on special watch." Giyuu was relieved he could go back home but not happy he'd be watched 24/7 he knew it was for his own good though.

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