Ocean eyes... |Sanegiyuu

Attempt 2

3rd Person POV:

Giyuu walked back to his estate crying silently. He could barely walk with the headache he had. He could feel powerful gazes from people as he walked back home. Giyuu pried open the door and stumbled inside. He didn't wanna live anymore he walked to his kitchen and grabbed the biggest knife he could find. He went to his bathroom and locked the door behind him.

He sat down on the cold hard floor still crying. Finally happy his life could stop bothering people and he could leave this fucked up place behind. (did you see the hidden song lyrics?)

He brought the knife up to his neck panting softly trying to calm himself down from all the tears Giyuu's arms were shaking. He heard the faint noise of a door handle jingling he didn't stop to check it. He slashed his neck as he leaned over on the ground with a stream of blood coming from his neck the door burst open. 3 kakushi ran over to Giyuu in horror.

"Tomioka sir!?" One yelled he could barely hear anything his vision was blurry almost black. The Kakushi layed Giyuu down on his bed as they grab things to treat him it was too late to call Shinobu. Giyuu soon woke up in his bed, he had fresh bandages around his arms and some on his neck. He say up quickly panting slowly. 1 kakushi rushed in the room with tears in her eyes "Your awake sir!!" Giyuu shifted his gaze to the kakushi with little to know emotion. "I'm glad you survived!" Giyuu looked down feeling dizzy.

"Who... Who all knows about this... "
The kakushi looked up at him "Only the master" Giyuu was relieved it was just the master and not the hashira too he still felt anxious about the master knowing about what he did and he knew he'd have to have a talk with the master about it.

"I'd like to be left alone" The kakushi bowed their head and hustled out of the room. Giyuu had been left alone with his thoughts he layed down and tried to clear his mind from all that happened today and yesterday. He soon started to worry about what the other hashira would think about him and his foolish acts, would they hate him for it? Would they make fun of him? He sat up quick and began breathing heavily he clutched his chest trying to grasp the air he began loosing.

Tears started to form into his eyes after about 5 minutes he got himself to calm down he layed there in his bed getting his pillows wet from a few tears.

The next day Giyuu woke up he felt like throwing up. He got out of bed and wobbled his way to the bathroom the door cranked open he stepped inside. He went to the bathroom and washed his hands he didn't wanna look himself in the mirror he hated himself every single part of himself was disgusting. Giyuu stayed in the bathroom for a while, the kakushi started getting worried since they went to serve him food and he wasn't in bed.

One of the kakushi knocked on the bathroom door with a worried tone "Tomioka sir are you alright!?" Giyuu looked up at the door from the floor he was hesitant to answer them "I-I am fine thank you.. "

"Of course! There's food on your dresser next to your bed" he stayed silent as they all left his room.

TBC CUZ I'M TIRED AF BYEE