Ocean eyes... |Sanegiyuu

They found out...

Giyuu POV:

I was laying in bed as Shinazugawa left the room. I suddenly felt my headache spring up again I tried to ignore it while I layed there but it wouldn't go away. I felt like I had to throw up again I got up and ran to the bathroom.

I gagged before throwing up in the toilet. I threw up for about 5 minutes. 5 minutes of hell. My eyes were filled with tears as two or three slid down my face. I felt weak and useless yet again. Someone like me shouldn't be throwing up like this. What's wrong with me?

I got up from the floor and rummaged through the drawers looking for something sharp to cut myself with. I grabbed scalpel from the drawer. I took off my bandages and raised the scalpel to my skin as I ran it across my arms. Blood was dripping off my arm onto the floor and the sink. At that point my headache got worse tears were streaming down my face as I looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were red and puffy.

3rd Person POV:

Sanemi soon came back with Shinobu trailing behind him with the stuff to treat Giyuu's wounds. Sanemi and Shinobu looked around Giyuu wasn't there. Shinobu smiled with annoyance. "I thought I said watch him Shinazugawa" Sanemi looked around once again.

"I was! I told him not to leave" Shinobu smiled again

"I believe I said he was stubborn" She peered her head over to the bathroom door which was cracked. "Maybe he's in there" Sanemi looked at where she was pointing. They both walked over to the bathroom door.

Shinobu pushed it open. She froze in horror as she stared at Giyuu in that state. Sanemi rushed over to Giyuu as he slapped the scalpel out of his hand "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING" Sanemi yelled into Giyuu's face.

"Shi-Shinazugawa...?" Giyuu's face was still wet from the tears. Shinobu ran out the room to go get bandages. Sanemi grabbed Giyuu's arms and ran them under hot water to clean the blood off. Giyuu winced at the pain. "I'm fine Shinazugawa"

"Your fucking hurting yourself your not fine." Sanemi pulled Giyuu along out of the bathroom. He sat him on the bed and they both waited for Shinobu to come back with the bandages. She shortly returned with the bandages and she wrapped Giyuu's arms up.

"Sanemi I need to speak to Giyuu alone." Sanemi sighed and walked out of the room closing the door behind him. Giyuu stared at his hands not looking up at her once.

"Giyuu... Why would you-" Giyuu looked at her with tears in his eyes but just tears of sadness tears of anger. "You hate me anyway! I'm useless and meaningless!" Shinobu's eyes widen as he suddenly yelled at her.

"You don't know what it's like to have everyone hate you." Giyuu said as tears streamed down his face as he stood up. Shinobu tried to stop him from leaving but he pushed her away and walked out the door. Sanemi was waiting at the end of the door he saw Giyuu storm off. "Where are you going!" Giyuu didn't turn around he kept walking.