May 8th.
Giyuu POV:I was walking to the headquarters. As I didn't wanna be late on the new annoucements I wanna try and be on time so I won't be a failure again... The headquarters were a slightly far distance from my estate so I had to hurry as fast as I could. I can't believe I made it as a hashira even though I don't deserve it at all I hope He'll be proud of me... When I get in contact with him again.
3rd Person POV:
The other hashira were waiting at the headquarters for master to arrive. Soon enough the master came out with his children leading him toward the end on the door. The hashira quickly formed a straight neat line as they all bowed to show their respects.
"Good morning master nice to see you in good health" Mitsuri said to him smiling with happiness.
"Hello children, As you heard from the crows I have a special annoucement. We will be joined by a new hashira, His name is Giyuu Tomioka everyone treat him with respect and make him feel welcomed that is all your dismissed.""When will he arrive master?" Shinobu stares with a smile on her face as she stops the master. he turns around to look at her "Shortly" He says before he turns around walking back to his room to lay down.
"I can't wait to meet him!" Mitsuri yells as she stands up. "He better be flashy" Uzui smiles as he strikes a pose. Sanemi the wind hashira and Iguro the serpent hashira couldn't care less about him Muichiro aswell. Shinobu was excited to meet him.
Giyuu POV:
I arrived at the headquarters. I was quickly greeted by a girl with pink and green hair she shook my hand and I said hello. "Your so handsome!" I kept a blank face not knowing what to say to that. Another hashira glared at me with his mitch matched eyes they were yellow and turquoise.
"It's rude to ignore people ya'know" I looked over to the voice still with my blank face. It wasn't my fault I always had trouble speaking to others so I normally say nothing. I stared at her still silent.
"He may be nervous don't push him to talk" The girl next to me said I looked down I was feeling sorta anxious afraid to speak. "Tomioka-san are you alright?" I snap back into reality as I look up to her.
"I'm fne thank you" She smiled at me softly even though I said I was fine I still felt dizzy... I met all the other hashira. two seeemed to be very annoyed at me. I never met the wind hashira since he wasn't there when I arrived.
3rd Person POV:
Giyuu walked back to his estate still feeling ill. He cranked opened the creeky door and walked inside he went to the bath room to wash up. Giyuu coughed he felt like his stomach turned upside down and exploded he rushed to the toilet. As a whole bunch of waste spewed out his mouth into the toilet.
He felt horrible after that he hates throwing up it makes him feel so weak and gross he sits on the cold bathroom floor for no longer than 10 minutes until he gets up and looks at himself in the mirror.
Tears were in his eyes from the throwing up his eyes were red and he had saliva running down his mouth he wiped his mouth and stood there in front of the mirror for a while. he had neat bandages on his arms he decided to change them.
He unwrapped his bandages and looked at him arms they had long and short cuts on them not fully healed but they didn't hurt well. He felt like a failure in that moment he went to his kitchen and grabbed a small knife from the drawer.
He marched back into the bathroom and shut the door. He brought the small knife up to his skin and ran across his arm for god knows how many times. By the time he was done there was a mess on the floor tears streaming down his face while he stood there.
He wiped his face and grabbed the bandages. He wrapped them neatly around his arms and put them away. He cleaned the floor from all the blood. Giyuu felt like shit all he wanted to do was disappear and never ever come back again. He walked into his room and layed on his bed as he cried himself to sleep.
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Ocean eyes... |Sanegiyuu
FanficIn this au Giyuu is depressed like super depressed (dunno how to explain it) he constantly tries to kill himself until one person steps into his life. Characters don't belong to me