jj maybank - smut and fluff book

m y s w e e t b o y - F L U F F

*abuse/ mentions of abuse*

- FLUFF

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I just got off of work and wanted to go see my boyfriend, JJ. We've been together for a little over 4 months now and I am so happy now. We both have one thing in common as well as many other things but one of them is that we both have an abusive dad. Honestly I'm glad we share that because we feel each others pain when our dad goes through, as what we like to call it, an "episode". It comforts me to know that I have someone to talk to about my pain and not get the "omg I can even imagine" or "are you okay" or "I'm sorry you have to go through" bullshit.

As I'm walking up to JJ's house I hear glass shattering and screaming back and forth, my breath hitched and I froze, I didn't know what to do. I've never walked in on Luke(his dad) and JJ fighting before, it would usually just be after they fought JJ would run over to my house and we would watch shameless or something like that. I didn't want to run in because I might get hurt and Luke might hurt JJ even more, I just stood there, like a coward. I ran over to the side of the house by JJ's bedroom window, I waited for the yelling and glass shattering to stop, I heard JJ run into his room and slam the door, but Luke started bickering again and telling him he was shit and ungrateful and other horrible things.
JJ started to get even more pissed and was throwing things across the room, I dug my eyes into my hands and tried to think. I slowly opened the unlocked window (it is always unlocked for when I'm sneaking in or he's sneaking out), the window squealed as it opened, JJ stop throwing things and stared at the window, I opened it all the way and climbed in, JJ looked confused and pissed at the same time. "Why are you here." He stared at me breathing heavily and started to shake a bit, I looked at his shirtless body to see bruises and cut all of his body, "J.." I started to tear up, "Why are you here. You should leave." His eyes were red and his face was soaked in tears, "Leave (y/n)" his voice cracked and I thought about what I should do, but I stuck with my first thought, "No...J you need me right now". He stared at my with tears streaming down his eyes, Luke was still in the background saying the most horrible shit ever, but he couldn't hear us because he was blasting music. I felt tear or two drop down my cheek, I walked up to him and cupped his cheeks, he dropped a remote he had in his hand and grabbed my arms, I pulled him into a hug and we stayed there for a couple of minutes, at first he was silently crying but then he let it all out, he soaked my shirt but I didn't care, I was holding my babyboy, nothing else mattered. "I love you so much JJ, okay?" My voice was cracking and it sounded weak, he nodded fast, "You are the best thing that's ever happened to me" I reassured that he was loved, because I knew at the moment he didn't feel like it at all. He started crying even harder so I hugged him tighter, still crying in my arms, he managed to get out "You are the o-only thing that k-keeping me from ending it a-all" I froze, then I started crying my eyes out, I was so shocked that he didn't want to live, he never told me that he didn't. But I was more shocked that I was changing his mind, "Oh JJ.." his breath hitched and he started shaking again. "It's gonna be okay, I promise. We're gonna make it out of here, okay?" I tried my best not to fall apart,  this was his time, not mine, but the words he just spoke broke me. I absolutely hate seeing JJ break down like this. It's the worst thing ever.

We walked over to his bed and laid down, I took JJ's head and pulled it into my chest, he wrapped his arms around my waist, he stopped crying after 30 minutes, but I think he cried himself to sleep. We sat there for 2 hours, just cuddling, just feeling each other, just showing how much we care about each other. When I woke up he was still sleeping, I snuck out of his arms and looked through my bag to find some cream for cuts, scrapes, bruises and whatnots. I walked back over to him and rotating him on his back, I think gently placed the ointment on his cut and bruise and burns, gently rubbed them in trying not to wake him, but I failed to do so. When I got to the burns on his abs it jerked him awake from the pain, he almost hit me because he thought I was Luke, but he stopped himself and let me do what I needed to do. I went up to his face and put the ointment on his jaw, cheekbone, chin, and his temple. When I was done I laid on my back and he got on top of me laying his head on my stomach, he scooted his hands under me placing them on my lower back. I played with his hair until he fell asleep, he looks so peaceful when he's sleeping, he's adorable, I love him so much. I ended falling back asleep holding his head in my arms, I felt so loved by him and I knew he felt loved by me, I want to stay with this boy forever.

This wasn't really planned I just went along with tho flow so it's probably bad but whatever