jj maybank - smut and fluff book

t h u n d e r s t o r m s - FLUFF

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I wrote this really quick and didn't really know where I was going with this so it's probably bad but it's storming right now and I just have a feeling that JJ would be terrified of storms, idkw but I do so. Here's the story:

When I thought of JJ Maybank without knowing him personally, I would think he is fearless, but now that he is my boyfriend, I've realized that I was so wrong. Yes he isn't really afraid of a lot of stuff, but when you put this boy in a dark room during a thunderstorm, he's like a child that thinks there's a monster in his closet.  And I have to take care of him the whole time,  I have to calm him down when a loud thunder roars, or he basically nearly passes out. The thing about it is that it's not really a joking matter, it's really serious. I'll get into it now.

The sun just set and it's been raining all day, but no thunder or lightning, thank the Lord. Still, I've had no choice but to stay beside JJ all day, anytime I would try and go talk to Kie when she was free (Sarah and John b are on an all day date for the 5th time this month), JJ would try to either come with me or keep me with him. It's sometimes irritating but I don't fight with him because I know how scared he can get with storms. Most of the time he just has panic attacks, but sometimes he would pass out for acouple of minutes, mostly due to his panic attacks, but even though he only passes out occasionally, it's still terrifying to see him shaking uncontrollably and his breathing being so uneven to the point where he can't see straight, or just not breathing at all. I hate it, it's literally the worst to see him in that state, that's why when there's thunder we go home immediately so nobody sees him freak out because then they freak out and it just makes it even worse for him. It happens so frequently that I have a stuffed animal hidden in the twinkie so if we were ever in the van and a storm starts, I can grab it and give it to him and it calms him down and some muffled headphones by his bed.

Well me, Kiara and JJ were sitting in the van trying not to get wet, and JJ already wasn't talking much, his breathing was short and shaky, and he was chewing on the inside of his mouth. I looked over at him and grabbed his hand, reassuring that it wasn't going to thunder because I checked the weather forecast and it said just rain, but I spoke way to soon. The second I let his hand go I saw lightning strike in the distance from the corner of my eye outside the window, "Shit" I muttered, JJ looked over at me and looked out the window, seeing another lightning bolt flash in the sky, he started breathing really hard, "No no no no no" JJ chanted as he ran his fingers through his hair. Kie leaned up and watched JJ bring his knees up to his chest, "JJ? What's happening?" Kie asked worriedly, her breath hitching when she said 'happening', rain started pouring down harder as I grabbed a blanket and a pillow and laid him down on the seat in the back, wrapping him up tightly. "Kiara can you please drive us back to the Château now!" I said, looking back at Kie as she panicked a bit, "But- the storm it's really bad out there!" Kie replied back, JJ flinched at her reply and started crying silently, pulling the blanket over his head as he started to panic even more, "Kie!" I said as I walked over to the side seat and opened it, grabbing a big elephant stuffy and handing it to JJ, "Here- JJ. It's elly" I said softly as JJ slowly pushed the blanked off of his face and shakily grabbed the elephant, holding it tightly to his chest, Kie got up and quickly got in the drivers seat, pulling the gear to drive and quickly drove off, she drove us back to the Château, looking back at me and JJ every once in a while and parked in the front yard.

"JJ we're here. We're gonna have to run to the Château but we'll be alright" I said calmly, caressing JJ wet cheekbone, JJ quickly shook his head and looked at me, "No. I- I can't" he said quietly, I kissed him on the forehead and hugged him, "I'm so sorry baby but we have to" a tear fell out of my eye and dropped onto JJ's neck, making him flinch at the sudden cold contact, "I- I can drive up move. If you want" Kie suggested frowning, I looked back at her and nodded, Kie slowly drove us up to the front porch, parking just right beside it. "Okay. We're much closer. Come on" I said as I leaned up and watched JJ slowly get out of the seat, keeping the blanket wrapped tightly around him, I opened to van door and shunted my eyes at the sudden water flying in from the wind, I held JJ's hand tightly and jumped out of the van door, him following me slowly and rubbed up to the porch door, he slammed it open and ran inside and to his bed, I followed after him and mouthed thank you to Kie as she drove off, I opened JJ's bedroom door slowly and walked over to JJ, he jumped as a thunder rolled loudly, "Y/n" JJ muttered, cuddling up in the covers, "It's okay JJ. I'm here" I said softly, I got in the bed and laid on my back, opening my arms letting JJ lay on my chest, JJ slowly scooted closer to me and wrapped his strong hands around my waist, I placed my hands on his fluffy hair and played with it, he squeezed me tightly when thunder rolled loudly near us, "Where are your headphones sweetheart?" I asked calmly, JJ's breathed hitched as he tried to speak but couldn't, "Are they under our bed?" I asked, looking down at JJ as he nodded quickly, "Do you want me to get them?" I asked, JJ nodded again saying "P-Please" quickly, his eyes closing tightly as another thunder roared near us,  I leaned over the bed slightly and grabbed his headphones, I handed them to him and he put them on quickly, laying his head back down on my chest, "Thank you" I heard JJ mutter. I smiled softly and continued to play with his hair as his breathing slowed and his tears stopped falling on my chest. After a couple of silent minutes with nothing but rain splattering on the window and thunder rolling in the distance, I leaned my head to the side to look at JJ and realized that he was now sleeping peacefully with his mouth slightly open and tear stains on his cheeks, I smiled and kissed his head softly, "My baby boy" I whispered as I closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep too.