Begin Again

Chapter 02

Xuan finally made his way through the front door a little past midnight. He took off his shoes, took off his coat, and left his briefcase and lunch bag on the table. He walked quietly to the living room when he realized Zhan was sleeping soundly on the sofa with the tv on.

"Babe," he called out caressing Zhan's soft angelic face.

Zhan awoke suddenly. He yawned. "Baby, you're home," he rubbed his eyes and then continued, "Sorry I fell asleep. Let me heat up your dinner." He was still very groggy that he didn't realize the time.

"It's really late. Let's go to bed, it's been a tiring day," he said as he pulled Zhan into his arms and hugged him tightly.

"Is everything okay?" Zhan asked when he noticed how tense his husband's hug felt. Zhan pulled away and glanced lovingly at his husband.

"Just a long workday. Had to work with a lot of new people since we are doing the marketing for Cloud Recesses Hotel. It's a huge project. I wanted to call, but I lost my phone. I'm not sure where I left it. I'm sorry babe I should have tried to call." He gently fixed Zhan's messy hair and then caressed his cheek. He leaned in and gave him a soft chaste kiss.

Zhan sighed. He hated that his husband had to work long hours. Hated that his husband was doing all this alone. He kissed his husband once more. "It's okay... but... did... you remember what today was?"

Xuan thought about it for a second, then his eyes widened. He quickly glanced at the calendar in the dining room. "FUCK!" He turned back to Zhan and hugged him tightly. "I'm so sorry Zhan Zhan. It was just such a busy day and since I don't know where my phone was it didn't alert me of the appointment. We can reschedule it as soon as possible."

Zhan hugged him back tightly. "Babe... please don't hate me," Zhan whispered into Xuan's neck. "I... I... didn't want to lose this opportunity... so I ... I used my sperm." He felt his husband tense up.

"What?" He pulled away and looked into Zhan's eyes. "What do you mean?"

"I...," Zhan tried to answer but a knot built up in his throat. Tears began to form in his eyes.

His husband took in a deep breath then quickly smiled. "Do you mean a little Zhan Zhan?" Zhan nodded. Xuan kissed him gently. "A little Zhan Zhan... a little mischievous Zhan Zhan running around the house?" He chuckled at the thought. He continued to kiss Zhan.

Zhan calmed down and then said, "I couldn't let the opportunity slip and Meng Ziyi was the best candidate we could ask for. She had given us a timeline and I didn't want to lose her." Tears continued to flow down his cheeks. Xuan used his thumbs to wipe them off. He put soft kisses on Zhan's eyes.

"Please don't cry." Xuan pulled him closer to him and kissed his lips. "You did the right thing." He kissed him again.

Zhan slowly pushed him back onto the couch making him sit and then Zhan straddled him. He hugged Xuan tightly and kissed him some more. Zhan began to unbutton his husband's white button up shirt, rubbing himself on his husband's hard member.

"We're going to have a little shameless Zhan Zhan running around. You can barely handle one," he said in a playful tone. Xuan unbuttoned some of Zhan's buttons as well and let the button up shirt slide off of one of Zhan's shoulders. Xuan kissed his husband's neck then slid down to his shoulder where he began suck and bite as Zhan continued to rub himself shamelessly on his husband.

Xuan pulled down the other side of his shirt letting it fall to Zhan's hips and began to kiss and suck on his hardened nipples. Zhan began to unbutton Xuan's pants and then pulled down the zipper. Zhan freed his hard and throbbing cock. He quickly pulled off his jeans and boxers and gently guided his husband's member into his opening. He began to gently ride his husband, adjusting to the member inside of him. Then with the help of Xuan he began to ride him faster.