His mind was spinning in a spiral of doubt and jealousy,
of sadness and hate at the same time.
Doubt caused by the hurtful comments he received from his classmates,
possibly they did not have that intention,
doubt due to the comparison and favoritism he received from his parents,
"you have to be better than tensei"
"You could do better"
" 'Tensei at your age.''
''Tensei would have''
BLAH BLAH BLAH!
He wasn't tensei...
he tried harder than tensei to the point of not sleeping or eating just to be stronger,
smarter,
more successful than him... everything to meet people's expectations.
He felt jealous for the simple fact that Tensei had had a true childhood and adolescence outside of the books, outside of stress, outside of responsibility,
Tensei was able to go out to a party even though mom and dad didn't like it,
he was able to go out casual with his friends,
he didn't have to stay in his room studying for an exam that was in 2 weeks,
he could be a normal guy, not like he was just a bookworm,
a nerd,
someone who didn't know how to have fun
Sadness for the simple fact of thinking that his parents loved Tensei more,
for the simple fact of making an effort without anyone noticing,
he felt sad for the simple fact that he felt that his classmates were only using him for their own benefit,
for him.
simple fact that his uncles
(Aizawa, present mic and midnight)
acted as if they didn't know him,
for the simple fact of thinking that really his brother was only pretending the affection he gave him,
for the simple fact of feeling jealous and I even hate the only person who really loved him...
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iida's Depression
Science FictionIt was already 5:30 am, it was time to get up and start his daily routine, there was only one problem: Iida did not want to get up, he felt tired and without energy, that was not normal, even though he stayed up late, it was not normal tiredness.
