iida's Depression

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"Eh?...sorry momo I should be paying attention I'm sorry about that..."
the blue-haired boy said with a somewhat tired voice and without energy, he really felt stressed again it was as if those murmurs were screams, screams that he had to shut up, he had to deal with them... but he didn't want to, he just wanted a break but no one would understand

Momo was silent as she carried some plates of popcorn towards the living room while Iida followed him, both of them handed the plates to their companions.

"Well it's time for movie night!" Momo said very happy ready to put the movie

"According to the new order, the names of the movies will be put in a bag and the one that comes out will be the one we will see" Iida said after momo

"Oh come on! I'm very unlucky" she said denki as she wrote the name and put it in the bag

everyone put their favorite movie in the bag, iida took one of the names out of the bag and read aloud "Frozen 2, congratulations todoroki"

Todoroki was very happy and put on his movie while the others were silent

The movie was halfway through and Iida was already falling asleep, he definitely felt exhausted, his eyelids were heavy and his vision was blurry even though at the same time the light from the TV hurt his eyes, the whispers of his friends only hurt hisears.

he didn't want to be here he had things to do even though iida knew he wouldn't do them for the same reason he doesn't want to be here because of stress and tiredness

The stress was consuming him and he knew that everything he was feeling was not normal or healthy but he had no other choice. Aizawa sensei trusted him, everyone trusted him, they trusted him to keep the class afloat and that is what he has been doing since the beginning of everything. He always thought he was doing a good job but the teasing of his classmates, the pranks, the imitations, the complaints about him being too rigid affected him in a way he didn't understand and he knew they weren't doing it to hurt him.

He reflected on why he felt that the comments of his classmates affected him until he saw that the brain really does not distinguish the joke from the truth and that made sense, that is why he always told others to be careful with their comments but they ignored him. He knew he was right because no one could see that, he wasn't trying to ruin their fun he just wanted to help them. Was he doing something wrong? . . And if the problem was him and not them, I always try to solve everyone's problems, but what would happen if the problem was him?
It would make sense after all, he was always ruining their fun, always being the one to deliver the bad news, the one drowning them with rules and regulations that no one cared about except him and if he was the problem he had to fix it. . . he had to get rid of it

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