iida's Depression

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The thought that he was everyone's problem hurt him but it doesn't matter, it's not like someone cares about his pain, right?
His parents always told him not to be exaggerated or sensitive, which was impossible for a 6-year-old boy, but that did not matter to him, it was true, he could not be carried away by feelings that were unimportant, he had to be strong and not let his Emotions clouded his judgment, although at that moment it was almost impossible to avoid feeling that hatred towards him, not towards others, the others had a validated reason for not loving him, that is, who is going to love a weirdo, a bookworm, a killjoy and an obsessive of the rules. . . exact nobody

All those feelings and thoughts had disconnected him from reality and he had to stay grounded, he had no choice but to dig his nails into his skin to the point of bleeding that hurt more than the thoughts of the truth.

the movie was about to end but midoriya was restless more than usual his eyes were on iida, he didn't understand why until he saw that his eyes pointed to the wounds he had inflicted

Iida noticed that right away and tried to hide the wounds by pulling down her sleeves but they started to turn red, perhaps how deep had Iida gone to calm her thoughts, those horrible thoughts that reflected reality, the thoughts that she knew the problem should be. fixed that had to be destroyed was iida itself

Midoriya had seen everything and was looking at him with a worried face, iida knew well that he had only seen their not very healthy behavior but not the wounds they made or the blood that stained his sleeves more but if the movie ends everyone would realize what what he had done and surely they would think it was more pathetic than they thought he could not allow that, he could not allow his companions to see that his delegate was someone useless, someone weak, someone who could not control his emotions, he was supposed to It should be the opposite but it wasn't. . .

Iida felt how tears rolled down his cheeks and his mind was clouded by the possibility of being hated more than he was not only by his classmates but also by his teachers and parents, he couldn't risk it.

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