And now that?,How would everything continue?.If He had already given those enticing girls what they wanted so badly. And what if they didn't come back to look for him? And, what if the balloon of her dirty fantasy with him had ended up puncturing and they no longer saw the point of repeating it?.
But what the hell was he doing thinking all these things... when the two sexiest, firmest bodies he had ever possessed in his entire life still lay relaxed on his bed.
In his youth he was an insecure man, and over time he covered that defect with rudeness, cruelty, antipathy and now as a result of a night extremely dominated by lust, passion and sexual debauchery, his fear of rejection had returned. This was not a good thing. For him.
And then there was the stupid mistake of coming inside Granger.
He had rarely done it before, in a woman actually, and it was always the same one he looked for when he needed her services and was there for him. And even so, it had taken him time to trust and have the courage to do it.
He considered that ejaculation inside a lady was synonymous with possession, absolute surrender and tacit agreement between two beings who lavish respect and admiration on each other and above all trust, so he reserved that outcome for special cases and not because he had afraid of procreating, for that he always carried his salvation in the pocket of his coat, if not out of suspicion of belonging.
Be someone's.
And having done it in Hermione Granger puts it in check.
The young woman could be easily confused, and to believe that having obtained his seed meant that he would be at her feet and perhaps feel that she was the owner of his person. And start speculating about a future together and that was a very surreal utopia that would not come to pass. And he would avoid it at all costs.
But what was he actually afraid of? What will they love him?....or, will he be the one who loves them?.
Love hurts and he never wants to feel that pain again.
He was an adult and he had to handle this in the most healthy way for everyone.
He finishes taking a shower and while he dries himself he tries not to keep thinking about what will be. He possibly would have to talk to them and set conditions. Yes, that would be appropriate.
At some point in the day he will. That thought gives him relief.
He comes out of the bathroom naked and looks for his clean clothes in the closet. He gets dressed quickly, he wanted to get out of there before they wake up.
He would leave them a note explaining how to get out without being seen. He didn't want to face them face to face because he doubted everything he was feeling. And he didn't want to be rude or benevolent.
They were so beautiful that he can't believe they were his without amortentia.
He wouldn't be a hypocrite wanting to convince himself that he hadn't enjoyed everything that happened last night, nor would he say that he didn't want to repeat it over and over again.
By Merlin!... If he wanted to!... and it was a feeling as strong as thirst in someone who hadn't drank for days.
His entire body responded with fullness and dedication. His goal was to give them satisfaction and in returngot it too.
But you have to be realistic. You had to let the water run under the bridge to know what was coming.
With the passing of a couple of days he could have a clearer mind and thus he would be more objective when it comes to continuing with this.
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"FASCINATING THE BAT" (+18) *Severus Snape.
Fanfiction🦇The famous potionist Severus Snape survives the war and when he resumes his old teaching position at Howgarts he not only receives recognition and redemption but also wins two admirers who, after a visit by him to the female toilets, will make the...
