Our love story

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Next day, 12:00

María POV

I walked in through our apartment door, I saw Jacobs shoes were done so I closed the door locking it he probably went to go look at a house or something. I walked in the kitchen seeing a broken plate. I sighed laying Oscar into bed before I cleaned the mess up. I accidentally cut myself. I hissed putting it in my mouth a I continued. I heard the apartment door being unlocked meaning Jacob was home. I didn't bother to look at him when I heard him walk in. I heard him take a few steps in closing the door behind him beire a few more steps.

Jacob: where is Oscar
He said breaking the silence

María: sleeping
I said picking the glass up

He walked to the room passing me, I could care less. I threw away all the broken glass sweeping it up. I heard him leaving our room walking past me again looking in the fridge.

Jacob: there's no more pizza
He said closing the fridge

María: then go buy some. I can't I might have sex with the guy and get STD maybe a baby and a abortion. I said walking off

Jacob: maría
He said sternly

María: I mean what is your problem Jacob. Because I am no the kind of girl to drop down to my knees and yell sorry. I giggled

Jacob: nothing is wrong with me-

María: oh oh oh really. Okay let's look at the list. I was about to come over and love on you but you decided to be a dick so cross that off. OH how you started saying random things you knew about me when we were friends. But that doesn't matter so we'll cross that off. AH the miscarriage. You were there. And you knew I really didn't want to get a abortion because I didn't want you to leave me but that doesn't matter so we'll cross that off. An-

Jacob: okay I get it maría but just talk to me. He pleaded

María: talk to you. Talk to you. This bitch. You didn't not just say that.... I FUCKING DID TRY. But you wouldn't answer me. I can't believe I pleaded with you. I said walking away

Jacob: I just need to know why. Why did you think about killing our child. He said sadly

María: because I didn't want to lose you dumbass I told you. I said coldly

Jacob: no. That can't be it because you know. I talked about us having kids almost every night. So maría no that isn't the reason. And your gonna tell me the reason. He said sternly

María: isn't it obvious. I didn't want kids. I blurted

Jacob: WHY WOULDN'T YOU WANT TO HAVE KIDS. he yelled

María: BECAUSE I THOUGHT THERE DISGUSTING AND CRY ALL THE TIME AND WANT MOMMY OR DADDY ONLY. I yelled back

Jacob: DO YOU STILL THINK THAT.
he yelled

María: OF COURSE NOT WE HAVE A CHILD NOW I FEEL SO MUCH LOVE TO IT I LOVE IT MORE THEN YOU. THAT FUCKING BABY MATURED ME. I yelled

I realized that Oscar has been crying, I walked off closing our bedroom door locking it, I picked up Oscar trying to stop him from crying. I held back the tears that were falling, I sat down on the floor in front of the door, I rocked Oscar as he ate.

María: this is just a day thing Oscar. I hope. I whisper

He slowly fell asleep in my arms, I kissed his forehead rocking him again, I sighed seeing how small he is, he is so cute. I got up laying in bed. Jacob can sleep on the couch for all I care. But the argument we just had I wasn't joking on one thing, that Oscar made me mature, that wasn't a joke. He have changed my life. Seriously you should see me back in Mexico holy shit. Not only was I humping the air I was raping the air. I lost my virginity at 13 to a 16 year old. I couldn't handle my hormones and he was really hot. After that I had sex alot. But I learned about STD so I used protection over the years, and thank god for that because I would have probably got STD by the age of 14.

*flash back little maría*
*14*

María POV

I sat on his lap taking my shirt off.

Man: you got some boobs for a 14 year old. He chuckled

I giggled kissing him.

*fast forward present*
María POV

And I needed the money. Yes yes yes I know but I'm different now... A little bit on the sex but my personality is way different. As I thought about everything I had one idea. I wanna go back to Mexico, I miss everybody in Mexico. I got up from the bed leaving the room, I left the room seeing Jacob on the couch on the computer, I walked up to him sitting on the couch next to him, I sat Oscar in the middle of us, Jacob sat back picking up Oscar.

María: I'm sorry
I blurted

Jacob: I'm sorry too
He blurted

María; we both blurted things we weren't supposed too. I said sitting back

Jacob: I'm sorry I didnt know what was going through my head. I was tired and some reason I thought it was smart to say some. Things. He said massaging Oscar's head

María: ya
I sighed

Jacob turned to me.

Jacob: I am really sorry I didn't mean it. He sighed

María: I know
I said rubbing his arm

He took my hand kissing it, I smiled scooting towards him laying my head on his shoulder, he kissed my head laying down the the couch, I laid on him with Oscar near us, I felt a lot better when Jacob and me weren't arguing. I looked at Jacob who was trying to fall asleep already, I smiled laying my head down falling asleep now that we aren't arguing