Chapter 12: "Just Like A Journal."

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RecapIn last chapter: Chapter 11 "Was It Really Just A Stupid Fucking Car?"

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Recap
In last chapter: Chapter 11 "Was It Really Just A Stupid Fucking Car?". We got to see one side of a story.  A car crash so intense that it left one questioning if it should have been 100% deadly rather than almost lethal.

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It was so peaceful. Driving in the car with someone who is quiet. No thoughts, empty head. And when he does think. It isn't stupid. It is what I recognize as real thoughts.

It was smiles, the gentle hum, a water bottle, and then it was chaos. It was an explosion of metal and plastic and dots of red floating by. It ruined everything.







I as an individual have never gotten the opportunity to enjoy another person's presence. He was the perfect person for an imperfect me. But it is all ruined now.

I always thought that I would be alone in this world of ass holes. Alone on this sphere of space rock. Trapped with all of the idiots who have just seemed to have taken over. Alone.

But that changed one school year. I met a dork who did basic stuff. He was weird I will admit, but weird in a normal way. It was a person who I never would have thought of as a worthy person of love. He had nothing... nothing, yet he built a life for himself out of it. Homeless, alone, sad, cold, all of the bad. And when I saw him I just knew that he was worth a shot. Maybe I wouldn't have to be alone after all.

present Saiki ⬇️⬇️

I watched from afar, and from close. I read him like a well written book. Every page I read, I stopped to think about it; yet I couldn't understand one thing about it all. His visions, his dreams? We live far away from each other. I couldn't have been able to see or hear anything. But in the end I still saw it all. His dreams.






One day I woke up and something clicked. The ice cream in the park, the building... what i didn't know i now knew. I always thought those were visions of the future or the things he wanted to happen for him. I was wrong, so very wrong.


























those were "visions" of the past.

Things that happened before now. Somehow we knew each other. That was why I felt so connected to him.






past Saiki ⬇️⬇️

The car crashed. I could see Y/n has gone limp. I shouted out to him a few times, but there was no response. I quickly unbuckled my safety belt and slid out of the flipped car. Y/n was moving and I rushed to his side. He was like a wobbly piece of goop when i helped him out of the car. He wasn't in focus, his eyes drifted off and about and around him. He was in some sort of shock. I wanted to help but I couldn't. There wasn't much I could do without it potentially hurting him. I tried my best to get him in focus, something was wrong. Something was very very wrong with this.

The bystanders had called the police and Aid. Not long before the Aid arrived y/n has blacked out. He was quickly taken by the Aid.

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Once he was able to take visitors in his hospital wing I didn't hesitate to go see him. But it wasn't how I had hoped for it to be. He was healthy and doing well but...










He doesn't remember me.







In his thoughts he calls me the Radiant Man or he calls my hair beautiful. But he doesn't remember me. Not one moment we shared be it past or present, he does not know me or who I am. I am but a stranger to him.










I want to know even more about him. It is risky but I can change this fate for him. It doesn't have to end this way. All I have to do to change our fate is.....





































































A/n

I'm an ass I know, but is the perfect cliff hanger I think!

Word Count: 690

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