Bungo Stray Dogs (Fem Atsushi) ~ Nothing Special, I am just a useless being

Part 2

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After that event, she not just being confined in a dark room or just being beaten, she gets both. Now, it's not like she is being locked up for three days or what, but it's nearly two weeks. the abuse they give to her becomes more often. the director will drown her head in water, sometimes being confined without eating or drinking, etc.

in ceil, there is nothing more than just a floor, she sits as she wraps her knees. the injury she gets not treated properly. she crying in pain and sorrow. there is nothing much for her. She is nobody and has nobody. she knows, how much and how loud her cry still cant melt anyone's heart here to free her from this prison.

'adult is cruel, there is the monster, that's why my parents also throw me in the garbage'

she whispers as she buries her face down as she still sits wrap her knees. Until now, she still can't accept why the director didn't investigate even more before he accused her. there still has a flaw, she believes it. somehow she doesn't even understand the adult decision of some issues. if she do that mistake, why does she need to endure all of this? She is just a child. why is the adult so cruel? they even don't think of the most humanism or a better way to solve the issue. still, what a big mistake she had done until she need to receive such horrible treatment.

the morning after the director let her out, she goes back to her room and sees all the roommates staring at her. it seems like they are staring with disgust. "Ewwww, are not taking any bath, you are smell, thief" All of them laugh at her like she is a beggar. She ignores them and goes to her space. She was shocked when she spaced messed with rubbish and waste food. "this is for you since you are desperately stolen the food, well we give it to you" After mocking her, they all left and go to the orphanage cafeteria for lunch. as they go, she slowly take all the rubbish at her place. tears start to drop, she does it silently and tries not to cry, but as a 10-year-old girl, this is too much. She still does not understand why they treated her like an animal, just because she is weird or what?..... after years...

at midnight, Atsushi ran through the alley, will blood covering her body and a fresh scar. she runs away as fast as she can from the orphanage. She doesn't know what to do, but all in her mind just running away from the monsters.

3 hours ago, the director grabbed Atsushi to the underground room, behind the orphanage. She was being held by the other worker while the director burn the pieces of metal and then stuck that hot metal on her stomach. She screams as she feels her stomach like boiling water after that burn metal pieces stuck on her stomach. they did that to her again and again as she was being tied to a metal chair. after an hour, when she looks faint, they start to open the tied, and suddenly she stood up and kick one of them and run away from that room. she fakes her fainting to release herself.....her pace fast as she tries to escape from that hell. once she make sure that no one followed her, she start to her pace as she feel so much and tired. she try to calm her breath and walking around slowly

Yokohama city.

she wandered through the city streets at midnight.

the city takes on a completely different atmosphere at midnight. but Atsushi has never been here, so she doesn't know what the real atmosphere city is like day or night. along the street, just a few people walk, some of them look like just finished their work. the bright lights of the street lamp flickered dimly above her, casting a feeble, melancholic glow on the desolate pavement below. the light seemed to reflect her sense of fear and despair, as she wandered aimlessly through the city with her shirt covered with her blood.

meanwhile, the brown hair and eyes men just go out of the 24-hour stores with a plastic bag in his hand.

" yappaaaa, I will drink as much as I can this night," he said happily with the beer he just bought. he walk around the street while whistling around. the night temperature in June feels so cold. That man fixes his coat . he turns to the dark lane, to him this is the shortcut route back to his apartment. suddenly, he stopped as he sees somebody lying down on a pile of garbage while covering with blood. he seem a bit panicked but he calm down then he make a fast call." Yosano-san, this emergency, are you free right now?".

"what it is Dazai?" the sound of a woman answering on the call.

...

"well her scar seems like she has been abused many times, and the injury comes from burned metal pieces that stuck on her skin," Yosano said as she start packing back her tools as her job was done. Dazai cant help just how he feels terrible to someone did this to a petite girl just like her.

they are right now at Dazai's apartment, and he calls Yosano to come quickly as he brings Atsushi to his apartment.

"Well, are you sure you will keep her in your apartment" Yosano ask as she are ready to go with her tools bag in her and, and raised her eyebrow to look at Dazai.

"Why, I can't keep the homeless stay with me?" Dazai asks as he shrugs toward Yosano. She sighs "You know what I mean, you just find her in a dark alley with this injury, we might not know maybe she is after by the dark organization, plus she is a girl, Dazai. Can i trust you?" Yosano asks as she gives him a suspicious look. " well about the bad organizations don't worry yosano, I have met a hundred of them. and about her.. hahaha, I am not a pervert as you think plus she is injured yo..sa..no-sannn, how could a cruel man take a chance on her" Dazai answered with his confident and annoying voice. She looked at him with annoying and sigh. "hah whatever, but I will watch you, as she also one of my patient. then I will take my leave, call me if anything happens" she waved toward him. "well, thank you Yosano-san" Dazai said loudly as he saw Yosano start to go downstairs he wave back to Yosano.

he sits beside the sleeping girl while her body is covered almost with bandages. " well..who are you? pretty girl" he said as he stares at her pale face. he palm down his chin as he sits. thinking about the possibility of this street girl he just meets. Atsushi lay down on Dazai futon covered by thick blanket. she already changes into new clothes, one of Dazai's shirt and it seems big to her as the shirt look a bit loose and of course, Yosano-san is the one changing her clothes..

Dazai yawned" aahhhhh, aaa I am sleepy, well save someone's life makes me tired. but wait" he start to remember the beers he just bought from 24-hour stores. he flustered as he messed up his hair and scream internally. ' aaaaa messed, this is messed....' his internal scream. he paused 

"hmm.....well, I think somebody already takes it" Dazai said  with his sad puppy face.  he lay down on the empty floor beside the futon that the girl lied on as he stares at the ceiling. his mind right now not thinking about his beers anymore, but likely of what the possibility will happen tomorrow after this incident, and who was this girl.

slowly, his eyes start to close as he feels tired. After a minute he falls asleep.....