The Shadows of Betrayal

Chapter 1

[This was all written on a single train because a friend asked. There's not much background and maybe I'll add a more in depth one later on. Suggestions are welcome :) ]

Emerae Solari was walking through the halls of the Jedi Temple rather aimlessly. It was better than pacing around her room but it did little to deter the her anxiousness. Emerae was always one to get lost in her thoughts many Jedi Masters were concerned about it. Continuing to walk around she ran into her good friend Anakin Skywalker. 

"I'm so sorry," Emerae says as she looks up to find Anakin. "Oh Anakin, I didn't see you there."

"It's alright. Are you okay?" Concern flickers in his eyes. 

"Hmm? Oh yeah just lost in my thoughts. Nothing new for me." Emerae smiles. 

"Emerae, I sense your inner conflict, struggling with the teachings of the Jedi Code. It seems attachments have been weighing heavily on your mind." Emerae's smile falters. 

Of course Anakin could see through her. They were practically siblings, she was a couple years younger and was the first person to talk to Anakin after he was brought to the Jedi Temple by Obi-Wan Kenobi. 

"It's true, I find it difficult to completely detach myself from the connections I form with others. The Jedi Code's emphasis on non-attachment feels like a constant battle within me." Emerae sighs. 

"I know that battle all too well, Emerae. The Jedi Code can be a challenging path to walk, especially when it comes to attachments. I have my own struggles with it, as I've developed strong feelings... for Padme." Anakin tells her. 

"Really, you? But you always seem so committed to the Jedi Code and its principles. I would have never guessed that you face a similar dilemma." Surprise fills her voice. 

"I do my best to stay true to the Jedi path, but I'm only human. Love and attachment are powerful emotions, and denying their existence completely can be difficult. I've had to learn to navigate that balance between duty and personal connections."

"How do you manage, Anakin? How do you reconcile your feelings with the Jedi teachings?"

"It's a constant struggle, Emerae. I've come to realize that it's not about completely rejecting attachments, but rather understanding and controlling them. The Jedi Code urges us to avoid possessiveness and fear of loss, as they can cloud our judgment. However, it doesn't mean we have to sever all connections."

"So, there's a middle ground between complete detachment and being consumed by attachment?"

"Yes, precisely. The key is to acknowledge our feelings, be aware of the potential dangers, and remain committed to our duty as Jedi. It's about finding a balance that allows us to care deeply for others without compromising our judgment and values."

"I appreciate your guidance, Anakin. It's reassuring to know that even someone as respected as you faces similar challenges. It gives me hope that I can find my way."

"You're not alone in this, Emerae. We're all on this journey together, each grappling with our own inner conflicts. Remember, the Force will guide you if you listen to your heart and remain true to your principles."

"Thank you. I will strive to find that balance and navigate this path with the wisdom of the Jedi Code and the strength of my convictions."

"May the Force be with you, Emerae. Trust in yourself, and remember that you are part of a greater whole." Anakin smiles before walking away. 

'Perhaps things will be alright.' Emerae thinks.