I don't want to talk about this more than I have to but I do understand not everyone who reads my books likely keeps up with my message board or follows me. So I'm here to talk about what happened recently and where I'm likely going to be in the meantime. First I'm going to get this out of the way: will you be 100% gone? Probably not. Just don't hold your breathe when it comes to hearing publicly from me a ton let alone book updates. I'm going to try to keep them coming but I lost my cat what is now yesterday. It's a fresh wound, I still can't get the memory of holding his dead body on the way home and pushing the box we used into the ground. I never want to forget Buddy, my best friend but it's hard to think of happy memories right now and see how he likely was happy without forcing it into my mind when I literally just lost him. I don't think I'm going to be able to be super active for awhile in the meantime for obvious reasons. Losing someone is no joke, I didn't understand it fully till now but now I definitely do. I might write a bit but like I said before you shouldn't expect tons of activity but I'll likely try to respond to comments and read my friends books.I would upload pictures of him but Wattpad absolutely hates me as usual. I have pictures of him up on my Instagram if anyone wants my account to go look at them just ask. I thought I'd let everyone know about how great a cat he was and what he loved. If parts of it are sad I'm sorry I'm just trying to do mourning in any way I know to.
Buddy was the sweetest and happiest cat I've ever seen. But the moment he got sick and started losing weight we could tell Buddy wasn't Buddy anymore. He loved to meow, everyone always told him to shut up but I honestly would do anything to hear him again. Buddy loved outside I like to think it was his favorite place I'm just happy he got to be out there on his last days. We always used to joke about how Buddy loved people so much that if you just fed him he'd probably go home with you. Another thing was Buddy loved people. So much so I've honestly never seen a cat love people like him, our other 2 run as soon as they see anyone new which I don't blame them but Buddy loved to be the center of attention. I like to think it was because he didn't want anyone to be lonely. For anyone who wants to know his cause of sickness the veterinarian was unsure but she said it was either a disease from a tick or cancer. And once they develop any type of cancer they can't confirm it or do anything at all. I'm just happy he got to go peacefully and can rest easy.
I love you so much Buddy, thank you for being my best friend. I'll never allow myself to forget you.
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