𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 (𝐯𝐨𝐥.𝟏) → lamelo ball

𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜.

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90210 barbie 💕
asia, u coming to school td?
- read at 9:22 am

serranos slag 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩
nah not td, i'm mad tired
plus i just got home from the hills only a hr ago
ion even got a ride cus melo's alr there
and amiri's slumped at tasha house
- read at 9:23 am

90210 barbie 💕
oh rdd, well i'll fill u in on wtv u missed
u coming to jalen's tn?
- read at 9:26 am

serranos slag 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩
unt uh, i'm going to a party out here
u welcome to come tho, yk u family out here too
- read at 9:29 am

90210 barbie 💕
bett
text me the addy n tell me what time
- read at 9:30 am

serranos slag 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩
i gotchu ma
- read at 9:30 am

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omniscient

asia was laying in her bed with a pounding headache
she knew it was from how high she got with melo last night but she didn't care, she loved smoking and would do it again later today

right now she was waiting for vonte to come out her bathroom and come lay down with her, she put her phone back down on her nightstand just as her bathroom door opened to reveal a shirtless vonte standing next to her doorframe

"damn you fine" she mumbled out and he laughed at her comment before coming and getting back in the bed with her as she crawled on top of him. she looked up at him with puppy dog eyes and he looked down at her confused "what's wrong lay?" he asked concerned and she sighed "you're leaving me again" she stated sadly as she laid her head back down because she felt tears well up in her eyes

he sighed "i know mama, but you know i'll be back" he tried to reassure her as he felt her tears run down her face and onto his chest "asia i know you not crying right now, sit up real quick for me" he instructed her and she sat up while trying to wipe her face but he already saw her tear stained cheeks

he wiped under her eyes with his thumb "malaysia, baby i'm always gon come back for you and know that so quit allat crying shit girl. i'm never gonna abandon you" he reassured her and it struck a nerve

asia trusted vonte so much so she told him everything, even her biggest fears and one of them was being abandoned. after her dad abandoned her she experienced a type of pain she never wanted to feel again and it was hard to shake it, always in the back of head sat "if your own daddy didn't love or want you, why would anyone else". that kept her up at night, wondering if she would ever be good enough to make someone stay

but people like vonte, melo, even stassie made her feel like she was good enough to stay for, like she meant something to somebody

so him saying that made her cry even more, she always felt dumb crying in front of him especially because she swore up and down she didn't do feelings but even she knew she was lying. she'd always had feelings for him along with her now was starting to question if her feelings for melo were strictly platonic

"i know i never say this shit cus i know how you feel bout the L word but asia i love you okay? i'm always here for you even if i am in florida, ian shit but a phone call away" he said trying to console her and she nodded