He Is My Love

chapter two

At night, I sat talking with my friends in the hostel, as if nothing had happened.  Don't know what to do or who to tell.  So I thought about that and went to sleep.  I went to the college in the morning, reached there and went to the principal's office,
I asked the principal: "Madam, has anyone committed suicide in this college, anyone". 
Madam said: "No dear, why did you ask that, you are a new student here, please go to class and sit, nothing like that has happened here".
I don't know why madam sent me to class suddenly, but I felt like there was something wrong.

So that afternoon I went to the canteen with my friends and while eating I asked them: "Do you know anything about this college? "
Lisa said," what do you mean, what are you asking about.  I said: "Nothing special, every college has a side story, so I asked to know if there is anything like that".
pete said suddenly; " I have heard someone say that there is a story, but I don't know what it is".  "pete, there's nothing like that, maybe it's some story that doesn't exist, but I don't think there's a problem".  "Karan, you are right, but if there is something here that we don't know, let's do a survey about this college, a little research".  Everyone took Sweety's decision and everyone said let's see.

While we were talking madam came there.  Ma'am asked me to come along, I went with Ma'am and Ma'am took me to a corner in the canteen.  Right next to it was the nursing room, where there is a doctor, he and the nurses. 
Madam asked me; " Why did you come and ask me such a question and why did you ask such a question?"  I don't know if it will be a problem if I tell mom, or if I am causing the problem myself.  "Ma'am, I just asked".  Suddenly I felt something like dizziness and told madam  that I could not make it full.  From the doctor's room I saw the nurse attending to me and madam and I saw them calling the doctor.  But the doctor ignored it and went inside.  Suddenly I had a problem.  "I don't know anything ma'am, I heard someone say that on the first day and asked, sorry ma'am if I did wrong".
"Ma'am, I have to eat food and have a class, let me go".  "Yes sure you can go".

After saying that, I left there, and while I was talking, suddenly I felt someone grab my throat.  Unable to say anything, I went to my seat and my friends started asking: All of them asked together, what did madam say to you, what did you ask?  I said;  In the morning, I heard some fake things about the college and went to ask madam about it.
"Friends I want to know all about this college can you help me.pls".  "Sona said;  We will do whatever we can to help".  They all said together;  "Yes, just say what you want".
I said;"I want to know about this college, no one should know.  No one but the seven of us should know".
"Well, we are ready.  Boys don't tell anyone, it's your problem not me, it's a game with death, everyone should beware of it, try not to let anyone know, no matter how big a bestie, understand".

So they started their investigation and they were searching without anyone knowing.  One day I was alone in the college hostel room, suddenly the electricity went out and I heard someone's voice in the dark. " Who , who you are and what you want.  Why are you behind me?"
I didn't know what to do, I suddenly picked up my phone and turned on the light and saw someone. I didn't know what to do at that time. I sat in a corner without making a sound.  Suddenly I saw that figure again in the phone light. 
"I know you are investigating.  But you can't know about me so quickly, it's like taking your friends and causing them problems".
"I will never leave my friend in any problem. You try to communicate with me, a little chat. Tell me what happened to you, your name, something".
"Even if I don't tell you about me, you'll soon find out. The doctor in the nursing room, he knows about me, ask him, sometimes he'll tell you. But you have to remember one thing, keep your friends out of this, the doctor sometimes isn't who you think he is."

Suddenly the light came on and he was nowhere to be seen.  Suddenly I heard someone knocking on the door and when I opened it, it was my friends.  "What Sam, you're too late to open the door".  "Hey, it's nothing, I'll do some work there, I have something to tell you, let's stop the investigation here, we've come to learn, we'll do it, just don't go and get involved in anything that's not necessary".
"If you don't want us, tell them too, or they'll jump into some ditch".
"Sona is right".

I'll deal with myself anyway.  Don't put anyone in trouble because of me.  "I'll tell them".  I called them and told them to stop everything and they said ok.  Everyone was lying down, but I felt like someone was in the room, but I didn't see him.  Who will he be?  I decided to go to the nursing room without class tomorrow anyway.

In the morning I went to the nursing room without waking anyone.  Thinking that they will be scared, I wrote a note and left.  So till I reached there I was afraid, what should I ask, what will he say if I ask, I sat in the bus thinking about everything.  So I reached the college, got off the bus and went straight to see the doctor.

The nurse saw me and told me to go inside and sit.  The nurse asked me my details.  I gave the details.  The nurse told me to go to the doctor's room, so I went to the doctor's room.  "Hello doctor", "hello sit down."

"What's the problem samorn".  I don't know what to say, how should I tell the doctor that I am not sick and that I have come to ask something else.  Suddenly the doctor knocked on the table and I was startled by my thoughts. 
"What is samorn thinking, what is the problem."

"Nothing doctor, my thoughts went elsewhere.  Doctor, let me ask you something, I want a clear answer, it is the problem of my life".
   "Okay, just ask".
"Doctor, has anyone here been depressed in the past year, has anyone reached the point of attempting suicide. Or has anyone here committed suicide. I want the truthful answer, only the truth".

"Why am I telling you all this?  If you have any illness, tell me, I will give you medicine.  I don't know anything else".

"Okay doctor bye.  If I am alive we will meet again".

Having said that, I left there.  The doctor started to think why the girl said that, will there be any further problem.......