He Is My Love

chapter 10

I don't know what to say to their question.  "I didn't go anywhere, I made a call and reached a little further and that's what happened. No one will do anything to me, friends. Come on, let's go to the room."
From there we reached the room.  After getting into bed I started thinking about prem.  I realized that he had forgotten me.  But there will be no problem to be good friends with him.  I want him to be with me always, I want to see him always, that's enough for me.

I reached college in the morning and sat outside reading a book.  I suddenly looked around me.  Then I saw Prem going with another girl.  Both of them were seen playing and laughing very happily.  Suddenly I felt angry and sad, and then I remembered that it doesn't matter that he is far away from me.  Decha was my friend and he is no longer with me, he will never be with us again.  I felt very sad, I was about to cry but I stopped crying.  Because if everyone knows it will be a big problem.  All my friends came to me.  "Hi Sam, you're here early today aren't you".  "Yes she is coming early for 2 days".  "She will come to see someone without us knowing".  "Don't you all keep quiet and see her thinking about someone".  "Everyone gets out of here, don't bother sitting anywhere. I'm reading a book here".  Hearing all this, Prem was sitting on the other side.  I didn't see him there...

Seeing Prem with someone else made me very sad.  He took the girl and came to us.  "Hello friends, why doesn't anyone have class now".  "Yes prem. Just saw Sam sitting here. We are starting to go to class".  "Well, we'll see you later. I'll go bye"...
I love seeing him like this all the time.  But not always.  Suddenly the principal called me.  I went to sir's office.  "Good morning sir, why did you call me."  "Give it to all the teachers in the office. Then give it to PT sir.

I also decorated it and gave it to the teachers.After giving it, I went to class.  When I reached the class, I saw decha sitting on one side of the classroom.  At first I was shocked, then he came and sat near me when he saw the vacant seat.

My mind is very troubled when I see him.  He is like this because of me.  All his friends keep calling him on the phone, but they never reach him.  One day they called his house and his mother said that he had not been there that day.  They didn't say anything to his family, thinking they shouldn't scare them.  That day we went to the canteen for food and sat and discussed about him....

It's been a week since I saw him.  Pete said we can file a police report.  We all agreed.  So we all went to the station and met Jack and told him everything.  A complaint was written.
We complained and went back.  Everyone sat in a cafe near the hostel, but I went a little further and met and talked to Decha.  He also told about the complaint.  He told me; "You are cheating me, I don't trust you anymore".  And he pushed her on the road.  Suddenly a lorry came and hit her...

Suddenly, all her friends came and picked her up and took her to the hospital.  It was very serious for her.  Jack and Darvid soon arrived.  darvid entered the examination room with her.  She was serious.  Everyone's eyes were filled with tears.  Suddenly prem comes there and he asks everyone about her and her present condition.  There was a dead silence. 

Karan immediately brought the blood donor.  They only told her brother about the accident.  Her brother reached there.  She had low heart rate.  She was kept like that for some time.  After 2 days she opened her eyes.  Even if Decha was near her, she could not see him...
Prem never fell in love with any girl, the one with him was just a friend of his.  .. When she opened her eyes, her brother went and saw her.  Everyone went to see her.  Suddenly she told her frince to call Jack.... After a while she started talking and sitting and everything.  But she can no longer see ghosts.  Can't see Decha.  Jack came and I told him everything.  decha figured out what I said, who is Ben's favorite.  I have no way of knowing who it is...

How could he tell me this before Jack found his dead body, his thought.
He got into a weak body there and came to me.  "Sam, I'm leaving. I'm sorry. It was his son who was with Ben to kill him. His son was on drugs and they put his father in front of him on drugs. That's how they killed him...
We'll never see each other again I'm leaving Jack finds my body.  You'll never see me again, and you'll never see a ghost again.  Goodbye...
Having said that, he said goodbye and left.....

Everyone went to meet decha and I can't go out.  But he came here to see me.  Suddenly someone knocks on the door.  I asked to come inside.  Looking at it was prem.

"Hello samorn, is it difficult for me to come". 
"No, sit down. Where are all the others?"
"Everyone went to your friend's funeral. How are you now? Are you in pain or in any trouble? Your brother was here, he went with them instead of you."
"Why didn't you go with them?"
"When I was about to leave, my brother came and told me that you stay here with her and I will go instead of you.  So I stood here"...
I was so sad that I couldn't see Decha one last time.  Couldn't attend his death ceremony.

Prem was with me that whole day.  I asked him;  "Won't your girlfriend get angry if you sit here with me?"  "No, not if I have someone like that."  "It's just, isn't a girl set after all this"... "No, do you have a boyfriend".  "I don't know what to say to him, but I will love him to death. I will wait for him to come to me. I will live in his memory until he remembers me."  "You are a fool, how can you love someone so much. He is a lucky man, who is that lucky man"...

I won't say that.  "Prem, you go to sleep, go home. I'm fine now."  "No I'm staying here today. I'll lie there. You sleep"...

I like him very much.  He will realize one day that he is the lucky one.  He lay down and fell asleep, but I couldn't sleep.  I remember Ben's son, and I left him as Ben left him.  I don't want to see any more ghosts.  I fell asleep sometime.  When I woke up in the morning, I saw Prem sitting there.  "Prem, didn't you go home. Go away, I'm fine".  "Have you woken up, I'll let them come and then I'll go. You eat this breakfast and then there's medicine to take".
He gave me food.  I felt very happy.  He gave me medicine after taking food.  After all that we were sitting there talking and then everyone came.  All my friends came and hugged me, karan and pete were there.  I missed decha in their hug and I cried unconsciously.  We were always together and hugged like this, but now he is gone.  He will no longer be with us.  I was holding back my sadness but I broke down in front of them without realizing it...

Everyone tried to calm me down.  But I can't.  All 3 of my friends calmed me down.  I held back my tears.  "He died because of me, I can't bear it".  "No, don't blame yourself. Stop crying and take some rest"...

Suddenly the nurse came and put the needle in me....
I fell asleep for a while....
Darvid saw her crying and gave her the anesthetic needle.  Prem is also sad seeing her crying.  Everyone stood with her.  Suddenly her brother said;  "My sister is poor, she can't see anyone sad or lost. She just keeps crying. She stays awake at night without sleep. She sometimes can't bear anything, but now she is a little braver"... He also cried.....